It's finally winter break and I can't wait to sleep in and be on my phone all day! I'm starting to make my Christmas playlist on Spotify, because that's the main app that I use for music. It's honestly my favorite. I've got a little Michael Buble, Ariana Grande, Sam Smith and of course, Mariah Carey! I need to get into the Christmas spirit and music is just the perfect thing for it.
I'm watching my favorite YouTuber, Bethany Mota. I'm such a big fan of Bethany! Even though I just became a fan of hers last year, she stole my heart because of her amazing personality. I'm so happy that Bethany is going to have a clothing line at Aeropostale and I'm going to buy so many things from her line! Her fashion style is so cute and I wish I could have her wardrobe.
As I'm watching YouTube, and it's the middle of the afternoon, Jax texts me and we just start talking for a while. While we are texting, my mom calls me to clean up my room. As I'm cleaning, I think, "I don't really know Jax that much so I should possibly get to know him better."
When I'm done cleaning, I text him, "Hey, I don't know that much about you, so can I ask you some questions?"
"Yeah, sure." he replies.
I start by asking him basic things and ended up asking what his favorite holiday is, because it's near the holidays anyways." What is your favorite holiday?"
"Hmm... Veterans Day" Of course he picks that holiday because he likes all those military, army, navy things and wants to be in the military.
"My least favorite holiday is Valentine's Day." I just said randomly.
"Why?"
"It's just not that interesting anymore and I have too many bad memories from that day in the past." We continued talking a little bit more until we said our goodbyes.
[The next day]
"I'm getting a phone soon!" Jax texted me from Facebook.
"Oh cool! What phone are you getting?"
"A smartphone, but it's not new."
"Here's my number when you get your phone #.........."
"Cool, I'll text you as soon as I get it."
[Christmas Day.]
My relatives surprised us for Christmas, so we went shopping and went around to different places that they haven't been to yet. Tonight, we are planning to go to the movies because we didn't really have a plan on what to do. After the movie, we are going to eat, then go home to open presents. Right now, everyone is getting ready and waiting to go, so I'm texting Jax and I keep smiling at my screen from how happy he makes me.
I'm not paying attention to everyone else, so my aunt caught me smiling at my phone, "Who are you texting, are you texting your boyfriend?" She says teasingly.
"No, I'm just texting a friend." I say, blushing. It's so awkward, but I love talking to Jax.
After the movie, we are headed to iHop because that's one of the restaurants that are opened at this time. As we are waiting for our food, I'm texting one of my friends and Jax on Facebook. I have a little smile here and there because some of his texts make me smile and happy that he is texting me on this day. He's one good thing this Christmas.
We got home and opened presents, I didn't like some of my presents, but I tried to hide that I didn't like them. But I guess I'm not a great actress.[New Years Night]
It's New Years Night and my family and I are watching the New Years Eve performances and eating. When I finished my food, I sat on the couch and started texting Jax. We texted for a while, until he said that he had to be with his family.
He makes me get butterflies whenever I talk to him and I miss his hugs![January 4]
On January 4th I was looking through Facebook, when Jax posts, "every move I make... I f**** every thing up" because we had a little argument. Next he tags me in his post, " Natalie Cole <3" as soon as I saw it, my heart skipped and it made me so happy! He never did this for Destiny, so I know that he seemed to have picked me. This is the best thing ever!
[A few days later]
I get a text from my phone saying, "Hey! This is Jax, I got my phone." I saved his number and texted for a little while.
Later during the night, I was watching Nickelodeon because there was nothing interesting on, so I had no choice. I was with my parents in the living room, then Jax called me. I had to debate to answer or not. It would be really awkward."Hey, it's Jax!"
"Hey, what's up?"
"The sky."
"Oh my gosh." I rolled my eyes, while he laughed.
"What are you doing?"
"Watching tv with my parents."
"Hey, I might be moving to another school, but I'm not sure about it yet."
"Oh... I don't know what to say."
We were silent for a while, until he said, "Don't cry, I'm still not sure yet."
"I'm not crying, just shocked." I said laughing, I mean, yeah, it's sad, but I'm not THAT sad.
Then, I randomly said, "Oh, there's a cute a guy on the tv." I said laughing.
"What?" Jax started laughing too.
"It's a guy I'm watching on tv, he's cute!" We talked for a little while more, and at one point he wanted to talk to my dad XD. But he didn't.
"Hey, I gotta go, I love you." He said.
"Umm... I can't say that!" I started blushing.
"Why?"
"Well, my parents are here!" I whispered.
"Oh yeah, haha, sorry... I'm a dumb blond. Ok bye love you." [Not meant to be offensive, sorry if it's offending to others.]
"Ok bye, haha!"
[Few days before school starts again]
It's almost time to go back to school and I can't wait to tell Claire all about what happened! I still can't believe that he said, 'I love you'!!
"Hey, do you want to hang out on the last week of break?" Jax texts.
"Yeah, possibly Saturday."
"Yeah, I'll see if I can."
"Just see me at the laundry mat close to the park, my dad and I do laundry every Saturday there."
"Ok, I'll see..."
A/N ---- Hey! I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a long while, but I've been really busy with school. It started a few weeks ago, so I'm trying to start with good grades and be on top of my homework. Hopefully y'all understand.
I'll be updating every other Friday/Weekend/ Both.
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