Claire and I are finished with eating our lunch early, so we go to say "hi" to one of my friends, who is close to Jax.
While we were all talking, my friend tells me, "One time after school, I took Jax is phone and saw a name it said "Sexy Natalie", I didn't realize it was you after a few minutes after I saw it."
I don't know what to say, I mean, I never thought about what his contact name was for me. My contact name for him is Jax with a lot of emojis. Claire and I looked at each other with the same expression, thinking the same thing. It's just weird, having that word next to my name just doesn't match or sound right. Ewww...
[Next Day]
Claire and I are walking around before class, as usual, as we are walking around we see Jax, Destiny and a group of people. Claire and I decide to walk up to them to hang out for a while.
I'm looking at my phone and try to think of something to say. One thing that I know could make a possible conversation is talking about my step-sister. "Ugh, my sister is so pretty! I wish that I can be as pretty as she is!" I say.
All I got was strange looks and nothing from Jax, then he sees what my lock screen says, "Be happy beautiful" I want to have a positive lock screen so I can try to be positive about myself, but ends up laughing at me about it. How embarrassing...
The next thing I can think of that I can say is, "Guess what my password is."
"I don't know... What is it?" Jax says, confused.
"Just guess! It's something about your birthday."
"Umm, 2000?"
"No! you're getting closer though..." Now as this is happening, I possibly shouldn't have just said anything. I'm so awkward and I don't know what to say. I possibly seem like a creep right now. I always have my phone password as birthdays of famous people or Claire's birthday. I shouldn't have made it Jax's name, it was a big mistake. Ugh, I hate this!
The bell rings and I leave with Claire as Destiny stays with Jax for a little while longer. I can't believe that I just embarrassed myself again!
[3rd Period]
I tell my two of my friends what is happening with the whole Jax thing, they are a few that are very protective of me with this thing. When the bell rings, I gather my stuff and wait for Cat outside, Jax comes along with her. They take my lunch bag that I was carrying. Cat took my lunch bag and was looking inside it. I had a breath spray in my lunch bag because of any emergencies, I was ready.
Cat found it and said in a teasing voice, "What is this? Why do you have it?"
"Just for emergencies." I said.
Suddenly Jax came and took it from her. He just kept it for the rest of the day. How embarrassing, again. They possibly think that I had it for something else, but I seriously just have it for emergencies. :(
[Next morning]
As soon as I got to school, I went looking for any of my friends that can be there. I found Destiny and we went to Jax. As usual. Jax was hanging out with some people when we got there. We all just started talking when we got there.
"Hey, don't you post a lot of dramatic stuff about Jax on Facebook?" a girl said from the group.
I was shocked, I did not expect this to happen. Since, Jax and I fight a lot, I get really emotional and start posting it on Facebook. I just froze there and looked at Destiny and Jax. Nobody said anything.
A few minutes later, I think Destiny said something but I was too shocked to even pay attention, Destiny led me somewhere else, while I was still processing about what just happened.
"Oh my gosh Destiny, I can't believe she said that. She just told Jax about me posting stuff about him on Facebook. What is he going to think?" I asked, scared and anxious.
"Don't worry she's just a b***h, she bullied me when I was in elementary school, she's just like that. Just ignore her, but don't answer her because she will start big drama and want to start a fight." Destiny said, trying to calm me down.
The rest of the day, Jax didn't say anything about what the girl said earlier, he just went on like nothing happened.
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