The Band I Thought I Knew // Liam Payne {Book 1}

Chapter 19

"You'll be fine sweetheart! You have your job back."

"Yeah but I won't have you" I say to him.

"Kira listen you will always have me, I will call and text you all the time. Plus you can come see us when we're in England."

"I don't have the money"

"You don't need money because we go do that concert for Charity tomorrow."

"Oh my God I forgot!"

"And we will be back later next year." I totally forgot about the concert coming up this week. But with everything happening this week it's not hard to forget. I will get to witness their concert from either backstage or the side line where all the girlfriends stand. But wait. . .

"But you're still leaving" I say after a second. "You will still be in a different country."

"Baby it's only for a few months while we tour Asia and that whole side. Then we come over and Europe then swing down to Africa, then South America, up to Centeal America, then North America then Canada." He explain but it doesn't make me feel better. I know where he is going but I can only go with him when he is in this part of Europe. I sound like a spoiled brat but the point isn't about going to concerts. It's about spending time with him.

"I will work some magic and see what I can do alright?" He says

"Yeah" I nod with a pout. "But you know what would make it all better"

"What?" I tap my lips and he shakes his head, he pecks my lips before doing it a couple more times. "Better now"

"Yes"

"Alright, want to get something to eat?"

"Sure, where?

"Want to just go to Louis' place?"

"Uh, are we allowed?"

"Yeah, he gets lonely when he isn't in California visiting Freddie."

"Yeah he is a cute baby"

"He is, alright, um grab your coat and we'll go" I go into the kitchen and grab my jacket off the counter and go back into the bedroom.

"Ready"

"Alright off we go"

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"It was really nice of you guys to come over and have dinner with me" Louis smiles at me and takes a bite of the pizza on his plate.

"Well thank you for having us." I say back. I haven't been eating a whole lot. I have had only two slices while the guys have had three and a half so far. It doesn't seem like a difference but I'm still working on the second piece they are almost on their fourth.

"Yeah anytime guys really, I mean Kira you and Liam are welcome anytime" he repeats, I smile at him and take another bite. "I don't if you've heard but I don't see Freddie often and it's a little hard"

"Yeah, it's alright, maybe she'll change and give you more time with him."

"She thinks that I keep messing around with all these girls though I'm not interested in anyone at the moment. . ."

"Well like I said, maybe she'll chan

"Uh, so what shall we do after the movie" Louis smiles and raises his eyebrows. I have work tomorrow but I don't want to be rude. I see how much it hurts when he's alone. I mean it's obvious without his child he is nothing. He isn't the same man.

I don't want to make him feel bad. I don't want him to think that I don't want to be here because I would love nothing more than to get along with everyone so we can be friends and there is no wondering about if we like each other as friends.