Something I Can't Have (Seme Male Reader x Kakashi) {Naruto Shippuden}

chapter 3

later on that afternoon...

reader pov

i let out a deep breath. i ended up going till i passed out. woke up still inside him. feels disgusting. he was breathing deeply. looks like he fell asleep. i was kinda numb but that nap made it easy to move. i slowly sat up off him. he was sleeping with his mouth agape and drool leaking out. little tears in his eyes. i looked down. i gaged. his chest was covered in cum. i couldn't believe i fell asleep in that. i slowly pulled out. made a disgusting plopping noise as i pulled out of him. he started leaking right away. i sighed. didn't expect this. this is really something for me to have just lost my virginity. hell i wouldn't believe it if i told it to myself. looks like a monster was here. someone who already knew what they were doing. i got out the bed. a lingering dull ache in my groin area. i really hope that brutality doesn't rub off on me. i dont want to be known for that stuff. i looked around the room. looks like some kinda master suite. i walked into the bathroom and took a nice hot shower. mmm....felt it loosening my tense muscles. i stepped out and dried off. i walked out with the towel. he was still laying there but was awoke. he just started laughing. "i dont believe you. if you were a virgin, im the king of Switzerland," he said. i shrugged. "im not a virgin anymore," i walked over and grabbed my clothes. i put on my undies. "where ya goin?" he turned over to look at me. "home," i said flatly. i pulled on my jeans. "you dont wanna stay with me for a little longer?" he asked. "why? you got what you wanted from me. im sure you are ready to move on. ill get outta your hair soon as i get my shoes on," i pulled on my tee. another laugh. "i....i dont want you to leave. not so soon," he said. i looked at him like he was crazy. he laid back on the bed and sighed. "i did not see this coming. not at all. didn't think id see the day where i wasn't still horny after sex," he gazed at the ceiling. "awe stop it. ya making me blush," i pulled on my socks. slipped on my shoes. "im serious. that was some good sex. we should have another go as soon as i can walk again," he said. i chuckled. "i doubt my pelvis can take another round with you," i stood up and fixed my composure. he laughed nervously. "shit. im sorry man. i was just so excited, i couldn't help myself," he said. "tell that to my still aching groin. ya know, i had to hold on for dear life. you need to warn people about that," i started walking out. he grabbed my hand. "we will see each other again, right?" he asked with a glimmer of hope in his eyes. i shrugged. "grindr hook up. you are susposed to fuck and NOT see each other again," i said flatly. another nervous laugh. "shit, you trying to date? i said i was open to it," he scratched his head. "you said friends with benefits. whats with the jumping the gun?" i asked. another nervous laugh. "sorry. just kinda wanna make you mine now. not every day i can stumble across something good. i dont want to let you go without makin sure ya comin back," he said. i gave him a shit eating grin. "ooohhh i knew it. that blush. nervous laugh. the fact that you still haven't let my hand go. you hooked aren't you?" i teased. "i aint gonna lie. i feel like this could be something special," he said. i actually laughed at that. "you funny, hidan. fucking hilarious," i walked towards the door. "are we gonna see each other again?!" he called after me. i shrugged. "if it happens, it happens. cant fight fate, right?" i walked out.

"where the hell did you go?" sasuke grunted as i walked in the house. "hidan's house," i said. i took a seat next to him on the sofa. he sniffed me. "what did ya do? Netflix and chill?" he asked. i shook my head. "not a virgin anymore," i said. he busted out laughing. "you fucking liar. you still a virgin," he said. i shrugged. "just cause you dont believe me dont me it aint true," i said. he was still laughing. i got a text.

hidan: i wanna go out

sasuke snatched my phone. he read it. "well ill be damned," he said. he started typing. i snatched my phone back. i looked at what he wrote.