Lost Stars (Rival Series #1)

Prologue

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"Mehran  Salve"

That's my name, but every time i hear my name, i always feel like it's not me, that I'm not complete...

Napalingon ako sa pinanggalingan ng boses.

"It's you right!"

It's not a question, it was a statement. Agad na sumalubong sa akin ang mga matang nagliliyab, those eyes...

Lumapit ito sa akin at hinawakan ng mahigpit ang aking braso.

"O-ouch, Rascal nasasaktan ako!"

"Talagang masasaktan ka kung hindi mo ako titigilan!" Angil niya

"Mahal kita!"

"Mahal!? Putangina tigilan mo ako diyan sa pagmamahal mo! Hindi ko kailangan niyan, at lalong hindi kita kailangan!"

Agad akong napahikbi.

"I hate you!"

After that, i run...

But then i bumped into someone...

it was Travis... 

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"Mehran Salve!"

Napatingin ako sa kanya, hindi ko mapigilan ang mapangiti.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari, lumayo ako sa kanya pagkatapos ng aming sagutan sa pagaakalang wala na akong pagasa sa kanya, ngunit nagulat na lang ako ng bigla itong nagpakita sa akin at halikan ako.

"R-Rascal!" Ngiwi ko ng maramdaman ang kamay niya sa dibdib ko.

"Shhhh!" Saway niya kasabay ng muling paghalik niya sa akin.

Nandito kami sa condo niya, dinala niya ako dito pagkatapos niya akong halikan kanina.

"Ohhh..."

He is now exploring my body.

"Rascal, after this, i just want you to know that i love you so much!"

He stopped, and look at me intently...

"If you love me, then kneel!" Sabay ngisi niya.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ko nakukuha ang aking lakas ng loob, imagined the mighty Queen Gem, kneeling!

But then, this is love, you need to gamble just to win...

I kneeled.

"That's it! Now, take it out!"

I'm not stupid, i know what he mean when he said those, and so i did.

"Now take it!" I look at him, "Go on!" He hissed

I did, i take it all... For him.

"Ow! Fuck! That's it!"

I blinked, why am i doing this!

Agad akong lumayo...

"What! I thought you love me?!" He hissed again.

Tumayo ako at lumapit sa kanya, hinawakan ko ang mukha niya,

"I told you, i love you, but this is not loving!"

Agad akong tumalikod sa kanya at naglakad palayo. I remember how my father treated my mother back then, no love and no respect. My Mom, i don't want to be like her... She died thinking where the heck is my Father, a jerk!