I can't believe it is the way it is now,
I don't want to believe.
But it's impossible to ignore,
The pain lingers on.
I can't help reminiscing,
Reading over old times.
I can't help crying,
Revisiting old rhymes.
I never thought,
The way things were...
I'd miss the way
It was.
Take me back,
Or take me away.
Please, don't leave me here.
I miss the way it was before,
Having someone to hear.
Or at least,
Tell me this:
What happened
To trigger all this hate?
And it's me again
Who hurts?
It hurts.
I have to believe,
If you knew the way it hurts,
You wouldn't do these things.
But the truth, though all the more hurtful,
Is that maybe, you would.
Don't you realize,
I can't deal with this pain?
I can't get it out
Without destroying myself.
Every day now,
Every single night,
It doesn't stop,
It's reached a new height.
I guess that no matter how much,
No matter how many "Don't leave me"'s you beg,
There are some things
I can't stop.
There are many things
I can't stop.
