This was not an accident,
This was not from a pet.
This was not an accident,
You just don't know it yet.
This one was from the very first time
I heard that awful name.
This one was from that terrible night,
I hung my head in shame.
This one is my ex-best friend,
A loss I couldn't take.
This one is my long lost love,
I did it for sanity's sake.
I can act,
I can be smart.
The only thing that doesn't smile
Is my pitiful little heart.
This was not an accident,
I had reasons for taking it this far.
This was not an accident,
I don't want you to see this scar.
This one was from the loneliness,
This one from the stress.
This one was for no reason,
Although I hate to confess.
This one is my worst enemy,
This one is purely him.
Here I was standing on the edge,
Toes barely touching the rim.
This was not an accident,
But I'll keep saying it so.
This was not an accident,
But you'll never know.
