Vaira's pov
Fak banget kok waktu berjalan dengan sangat cepat sih, kita udah sampe di CN.
Gue masih bingung mau jawab apa, gue gak mau nyakitin hati Shawn, tapi gue juga gak mau php-in dia.
"What are you thinking about,Vai? Bout my question?"
Eh tau be lu.
"Eh no, i just thinking bout mom and dad, cause i miss them," bisa be gue ngelesnya. Bruhh.
"Umm okay, so you already have the answer?"
Perlahan Shawn mulai pelanin mobil dia sampe berhenti di pinggir jalan yang udah agak sepi (mobilnya dititipin di bandara).
"Ya i have,"
Apa sekarang aja gue bilang?
"So?" duh dia berharap banget yak?
"No"
Deg
Jir
Kok gue yang sakit sih bilang begitu
"But why Vai? You love me right?"
Argh pede amat lu tapi emang bener.
"I can't, one week ago, i received a letter that written, i passed the test with a good score and i can continue my study in Oxford," jelas gue. Gue gak mau mandang wajahnya, gue takut dia bener-bener tersakiti gara-gara gue.
"Um,Vai," Shawn megang dagu gue dan maksa gue buat mandang dia.
"It's okay, i know you won't have a long distance relationship, but i'll wait you here, til you come back and i'll still gonna advance my career,"
Ahh gue jadi sedih. Gue meluk Shawn sambil sedikit berlinangan air mata. Lega gue udah bilang ke dia.
Ahh minggu depan gue udah harus ke Inggris karena harus nyelesaiin beberapa administrasi dan nyari tempat tinggal disana.
Tapi gue masih kepikiran...
Apa gue bakal balik lagi ke Canada dan menjalin hubungan yang sebenarnya sama Shawn?
•••••
Done.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
fangirl.
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