Why is it so hard?... (One direction fan fiction)

chapter 11: Mummy?

(Hollys changed to Lily)

Lou's P.O.V

as i woke up i new i wasn't at the ice cream shop anymore or at my house. It was a foreign bed. as my eyes adjusted to the room i saw Harry sitting on the sofa opposite my bed with Lily huddled up in his arms. He was comforting her from the looks of it. Whats happened? i Haven't been out that long. Have i? 

"Lily?" i manged to get out of my mouth but it was a lot harder than i thought it would be. my voice sounded weak and fragile. not what i was expecting.

"Lou? oh my god Lou you awake!" Lily exclaimed as she ran over to the side of me whilst wiping away he tears.

"wow, that's quite a welcome i was only out a couple of hours wasn't i?"

"Lou you have been out for the past week, I've been waiting for you everyday. i thought.. i thought-" she whimpers out as a tear escapes.

"- shh shh its okay i get it. i wouldn't leave you to have to deal with theses 5 crazy's boys" i say trying to make a joke out of the situation. 

"so do we actually know whats wrong with me?" i ask trying to change the subject. just as i said it the doctor walked though the door.

" ah nice to see you awake Lou I'm Dr. Lander we run some test on you while you were out and we don't know how you fainted and were out so long but have found out that your pregnant. Your lucky the babies still alive. we don't know how it survived but all i know is its a fighter just like you. Did you all ready know that you were pregnant?" He questions me. Harry and Lily both look at me in shock, anger and pity.

 "i had a suspicion" i mumble whilst keep my face away from Harry and Lily's Glare.

"ca-can you give give us a minute Dr." Lily manages to get out

"of course, ill be outside." then he leaves the room

"what the hell Lou how long have you known that you were pregnant? do you know who the dad is?" harry shouts as he paces the small hospital room.

"i..i didn't know i was pregnant i just thought i might of been" 

"what about the dad who is he"

"i dont know-"

"WHAT Lou how could you let this happen! how did it happen?"

"Harry calm down why you acting like my dad? and it happened at a party about a month ago, i got really drunk and went back to this mans house and we had sex but i don't really remember as i was so drunk.. I'm sorry" i let out as freely as the tears that were rolling down my face.

while me and Harry were arguing Lily was sitting there softly crying. i get out of bed and go over to Lily in the arm chair next to my bed.

"I'm sorry Lily i didn't want it to happen like this. But one thing is I'm keeping it. If 'it' fought for its life while i was unconscious then I'm not going to kill it now. its staying." i say sternly whiles stating my point then getting back into bed.

"and ill help you Lou. Your more of a mum to me then my mums ever been and I'm going to be the best girl-father figure to that baby" Lily says as she gives me the biggest hug.

"Harry please, me and the baby are okay that's all that matters and you will be the best uncle-kind of person to this baby" i tell Harry as i rub my stomach.

the thought of there being a baby in there gives me goose bumps. How did this all happen so quickly?

as we were all having a group hug Niall, Louis, Zayn, Liam and Paul all walked in. 

"Lou! your awake we've all been so worried!" Louis says as he come running over to give me hug.

all the boys give me a hug and a big box of chocolates from all of them and sit in the seats scattered around the room.

"so did they say what was wrong with you?" i could tell Liam was anxious as he asked it. i look at Harry and Lily and smiled.

"well you 5 boys are going to be Uncles." all there faces go from excited to confused back to excited. i could read the there minds them all wanting to ask how but were to scared too.

"i got drunk and a party and... well now I'm pregnant!" the relief washed over there faces as they realized they didn't have to ask.

"I'm so happy for you Lou were going to be 5 of the best dads that baby could ever ask for" Niall tells me.

i smiles back and look at my stomach. Now that i know im preganant i feel as if i can see the bump all ready even if its only a month. I'm so happy right now nothing can ruin it for the moment. 

1 hour later

the doctor came in and told me that i can go home. i grabbed my stuff and got in the car with harry and Lily.

"we dropping you home first Lily?" i ask. Harry and Lily look at each other as if they have just been caught doing a crime.

"whats happened?"

"well when mum found out about me and Harry going out she said that if i wanted to live with her i would have to break up with him as she didn't want all the paparazzi around the house and she didn't want me being a slut. i told her that i would rather move out then end it with Harry so she kicked me out and im staying on the tour bus with Harry at the moment then I'm going to stay at his appartment with him." she tells me. i could hear the anger and upset in her voice as she explained it.

"what about school?" 

" i haven't been back yet I've been waiting for you to wake up and everyone knows about me and Harry as the work experience is over." 

"okay but i want you to go to school tomorrow i will come and pick you up from the tour bus at 8am to take you to school" i tell Holly as we arrive at my house. i say my goodbye and go inside. i drop my bags and just take in everything that's happened...

wow I'm pregnant!

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Gots lots of ideas to come :)