Why is it so hard?... (One direction fan fiction)

chapter 18: Airport Mayhem

After a long day at school i finally make it home. Well back to kimias house. I walk into the room im sharing and fall onto my bed. I lay there thinking of what has happend today and how happy i was this time yeterday. All of a sudden i feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pull it out to seen it reads 'best cuz lou' calling.

"Hello?"

"Hey Lily just wanted to tell you that were all coming back earlier so it will be tomorrow. And could i ask a massive favour that you come and pick me up as i have all my bags-"

"I dont know if thats such a good idea lou, you know everything with harry its only been 24 hours sorry" i tell her even just saying his name makes me want to break down into tears.

"well thats the thing Lily, management want you to carry on going out for publicity reasons. so the band doesn't get a bad reputation because of Harry's...mistakes"

"what the hell!! im not doing it. its going to make me look like desperate girl trying to keep Harry and letting him walk all over me!"

"i know Lily but theres nothing you can do if you dont agree then management can sue you for it and you and your mum dont have the money im sorry Lily but you have no choice. so come to the airport at 3pm tomorrow as we land at 3:30 im sorry Lily but its just the way it is." she sound just as down as i feel a she hangs up.

i drop my phone next to me and fall onto my bed. i lay there for hours not caring to move or wipe the tears falling down my face. im sick of crying thats all i seem to be doing so i thought i would go to sleep super early as its only 7.

as i pull my bed cover back and get comfy my phone buzzes

unknown: im sorry for all the mean comments

what the hell am i reading this right? just as i was about to type back my phone went off about 20 time. text after text after text.

unknown: joke why would aoplogise to you. slut

slut

fuck you

fuck you

fuck

you

shut

up

sorry...

oh wait no im not haha

how are your friends....wait you have none

look i just wanted to say...fuck you

go play in traffic no one wants you around

who ever this is really doesnt like me or they dont like me. im getting the feeling its someone close to me. i don't cry over the harsh word. Mainly because i have no more tears left to cry. Instead i turn my messages off put it lm charge and go to sleep to try and forget the awful day I've had.

I wake up the next morning puffy eyed and a pounding head from all the crying the day before so I decided to skip school which I know isn't the best but the combination of waking up with a headache and having to meet Lou and Harry at the airport was enough of a worry today without having to go to school as well.

I lay in bed on my phone as I have 5 hours until I go to pick my 'beloved' fake boyfriend up from the airport.

Opening up twitter I decided to search one direction even though it's not going to make me feel any better. The first tweet I see I from the offical one direction account.

@onedirection

The boys are back in the uk in a couple of hours then off to the johnathan Ross show who's ready?

12pm

i have a quick shower and wash my hair. was going to go and meet them in just tracksuit bottoms and a crop top but after looking on twitter i have a feeling that there might be a lot of press and fans there so i wanted to look not a complete mess in front of them.

i dry my hair straight and put on natual make up. a pair of black legging, white vest top, over sized dark grey cardigan and my white leather converse I grab my phone ,my purse and put them in my new black leather handbag that falls just in the crease of your arm kind of bag and wait for my taxi that I book earlier this morning to arrive.

As I approach the airport I can hear from a fair distance away already that there are a lot of fans. I pay the taxi man and quickly search for my phone but find my ray band sunglasses as well which I forgot I had. I quickly slide them on and carrying on searching for my phone. When i find it I have a message for Lou telling me that they have landed and are just going through passport control. I answer back wih okay :) x and head toward the entrance.

I walk fast keeping my head down trying to cover my face with my hair slightly to avoid being recognise by any super fans that know anyone that has so much looked at the boys and would sure know who i was. I was about 3 meters away from the door when I here someone shout out.

"Quick quick it's Lily Teasdale whys she even here?" before I know it cameras and questions are getting flashed and asked in every direction possible.

I am near enough jogging into the airport before i see security and rush over to them.

"Erm hi was wondering if you could direct me to arrivals" i ask impatiently looking back at the doors as i could see airport staff struggling to keep paps and fans out

"Sorry miss we have VIP's arriving soon so you cant go there" he tells me not even looking at me just at his clip board

"Yeah i know im here to meet them im Lily Teasdale. One directions make up artist cousin" i inform him growing agitated now

"And Harry Styles girlfriend" i say through gritted teeth. Even just the mention of his names makes my heart break

"Good try miss do you know how many times ive heard that today" he scoffs

"Fine ill prove it"

I pull my phone out and find harrys name on my phone and call him

"Lilly?"

"Yeah dont sound so surprised harry. Anyways im not calling for a chat im stuck in the entrance of the airport with security as they dont believe im here to pick you up so can you please tell them im not some crazy fan girl trying to rape you." I rant on half heartedly jokng

"Yeah course pass the phone over" i do as harry says and pass the phone over

"Yes of course...i understand sorry for this inconvenience Mr Styles i will walk her over to arrivals now" the security man says taken back by the fact that i am actually telling the truth. As he passes the phone back i have a smug grin on my face as he ascots me to arrival.

"He you are miss and sorry for doubting i just have to be super careful" i nod my head and he walks away.

I sit down on a stall and slide my glasses on my head as i take my phone out and play a few rounds of flappy birds to pass the time.When i get a pair of arms wrap around my neck...

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Sorry this chapters a bit rubbish ive had major writer block and am so stuck but i think i might be okay now So this is kinda a filler chapter. Please keep voting and commenting and tell your fellow wattpad'ens about my story pleaseeeeeeee ;) x