Why is it so hard?... (One direction fan fiction)

Chapter 12: School -part 1

(Hollys changed to Lily)

Lily's P.O.V

i heard the dreaded sound of the alarm ringing in my ears. i groaned and rolled over hitting Harry in the face by accident.

"oww" i said in this morning voice that was so hot.

"shit sorry babe, i have to go to school today remember you can stay in bed ill try and not wake the others" i kissed him and got up.

as i dragged myself to the kitchen i saw Niall awake sitting on the sofa. i smiled and carried on making my breakfast. i didn't really know what to talk to Niall as i think he had feelings for me before me and Harry got together. so i find it quite awkward talking to him. i saw him walking over to me. shit shit what should i do?

"Lily  can i talked to you?

"yeah course but I'm just making my breakfast and lunch as Lou' picking me up to take me to school today, but I'm still listening."i say as i grab another slice of bread as Niall starts talking 

"i don't want it being awkward between us. i want to still be close with you, and i don't want you to think that I'm annoyed you with Harry cause I'm not. i just hope we can be friends again. plus I'm here for you whenever you need me" I could tell it took a lot for Niall to tell me that. 

i wipe my hands and give Niall a massive hug 

"I'm so glad Niall i didn't want to cause any arguments or even loose you as a friend. i missed you my little Irish Blondie" i tell him as i mess up his blonde hair. we hug again and i tell him i need to get ready. 

i grab my clothes from my suitcase which was put in the games room and got in the shower. whilst Lou had been in hospital me and Harry had gone Shopping to get nice girly Shampoo and Shower gel, perfume, girly stuff like that so i would have some things on the bus.

i got out the shower and got dressed as quick as possible. i looked at my  phone: 7:45 shit! have 15 minutes to do my make up and hair.

i quickly brushed my hair  though so it looked half decent. then i applied my mascara, foundation, eyeliner and bronzer. i just manged to finish in time as i heard Lou calling me. 

"Lils you ready yet?" Lou calls from the living area. 

By this time everyone was awake. i was slightly jealous that everyone was just laying around in there pj's and i had to go to school. but i shouldn't really complain when i have Harry as my boyfriend and i get to stay with them on the tour bus.

"babe ill pick you put from school tonight" Harry tells me

"what about getting mobbed and paparazzi?" i question him about it. i mean he must know that's going to happen.

"i don't care its your first day back and as i can't be with you ill pick you up from school no arguments." i given to him. he comes over to me give me a hug and we kiss. i can tell everyone felt a bit awkward about us being so cozy so Lou breaks us up.

" come on you love birds Lilys got to get to school" she grabs my arm and drags me off the bus to the car waiting for us.

the drive to school was silent but i didn't mind i was taking in everything that's happened the last couple of weeks. 

"Lily I'm really going to miss having you around when we go on tour" Lou said out of the blue

"what do you mean your on tour now? your saying in England for at least 4 more weeks right?" im sure that's what Harry told me

"has harry not told you were leaving in 4 days for the European tour, were going to be there for 4 months then off to America for 3 months we will come back between the European tour and American tour but for about a week." my heart sunk as she said the words. I've only just got Harry and I'm going to be loosing him for 4  months in 3 days time.

i felt a tear escape. i quickly wiped it away before Lou could notice. 

" i thought Harry had told you, I'm sorry Lily... i... i shouldn't of said anything Harry should of told you-"

"no i happy you told me" i sighed whilst adjusting myself in the seat. before Lou could say anything we arrived at school. i gave her a side kiss and she drove off. Lou had dropped me out side of school and by the gates were a load of paparazzi. but when I've been out with Harry before theres been more. 

Harry not with you today?

no harry with you?

are you missing him already?

how you feeling about them going on tour?

they were throwing questions at me

i kept walking and entered the school building.

i liked my school everything about it. it wasn't normal it was a film school. which meant we had singers in every week, they were more relaxed and our uniform was really cool as well. we could wear anything black. 

i had on black legging, ankle boots, black handbag and a black and white checked top on. not that i was really aloud that shirt on but to be honest i didn't care.

i walked to where me and my friends normally meet. its a little area of the school we call the Pod. it has sofas in and you could plug music in and chill.

i walked to the pod trying to ignore the stares i was getting from everyone. i could tell they were all looking and talking about but i didn't care i was going to go and meet my real friends. i just hope they wont change because I'm going out with harry.

i went to the 3rd floor of the school where the pod was and as i expected all my friends were sitting there waiting for me.

"Lily your back! I've missed you!" Jasmine squealed as she came running over to me to give me a hug.

she was my best friend. she has a twin sister called Chloe but they don't look a like. i love them both to bits.

"yeah im back got mobbed by paparazzi coming into school though that wasnt fun." i moaned as i fell onto the sofa.

as i sat down i saw the girl that i dreaded seeing walk into the Pod. she was part of our group but she always had a problem with me. 

"well well look who's back the future mrs Styles." she said with a smug look on her face

"nice you see you to Jade" i fake smile back

this is going to be a long day...