Why is it so hard?... (One direction fan fiction)

chapter 3: show time!

a voice says... it was liam i hadnt spoken to him at all since i got here. to be honest i didnt think he really liked me he just ignored me and just looked away when i looked at him so i was suprised when he asked to sit nex to to me. 

"yeah couse you can its your dressing room" i say as i slide along abit so theres enough room for him to sit down. "thanks" she says whlist flashing me a smile

i jus sit there scrolling through my twitter feed. since the boys all follwed me ive gained about 100 extra followers.

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"ok we have an hour till the show starts im going to start on 5 seconds of summers hair you can come with me if you want or you can stay here?" Lou looks at me waititng for an answer. i want to stay here badly but i dont want it to be awkward but i want to stay with lou its such a hard choice.

"its fine i wont be affended if you stay here its fine" she pull me out my thoughts she can oviously tell that i wanted to stay here.

"just dont get into any trouble i know what the boys are like" she says looking over my sholder to the 5 sitting on the couch behind me. i hear a group of cheers coming from behind me i cant help but giggle abit.

nialls P.O.V

YES i couldnt be happier she staying with me...i mean us for the next hour im gonna try to talk to her and sit with her before harry gets in there. he always gets the girls its not fair. just cause he has curly hair and is a massive flirt. but he treats girl like crap! yet they still go for him. but this time im determined to get her she diffrent shes worth fighting for.

"dont just stand there come and sit down" i tell her indicating to the space next to me. i could see harry giving me slight evils from the other side of the room but who cares he would only scare her.

"so Lily tell me about yourself." ive only just relised that i dont know anything about her.

" well im 15, really short, in year 11 at a film school and yeah just normal plain me" she says giggling and blushing a bit. how can she say just plain her. theres nothing plain about her she so diffrenent from any other girl i have ever met.

"cool what do you do at your school" i was genunley intrested but that got intrupted.

"i doubt she wants to talk about school shes here to have fun not, be remined about school" i thought it would be harry interupting but it was zayn!? thats strange he never comes out with a comment like that whats got into him?

zayns P.O.V

ugh please, i love naill but if he stairs at her anymore he'll be drooling. i need to change the subject or get holly by herself.

"hey holly do you want to go and get a drink or food" i ask her hope that she will say yes.

"er yeah sure" thank god she said yes or it would of been a boring walking be myself to get a drink that i dont really want.

"be back in a minutes" she says to the other. i lead her out the door and to the lunch hall where they have every kind of food and drink possible. "what would you like" i ask her. "just a water please" she smiles back to me. she has braces but i can tell they have been on long as her teeth are really straight. she has long brown hair thats dead straight. a black skater skirt on, with a black and white striped top, white frilly socks and on her feet were white converse. she looked so cute like she dressed nice but didnt try too hard. ive only just met her but she so perfect. what am i saying she 15! plus i have i girlfriend: perrie edwards from little mix. she would kill me if anything happened. no one knows about me and perrie yet not even the boys we've only just got together i dont think even little mix girls know. why couldnt i have met holly last month.

"ready to go back?" a little voice pulls me out my thoughts "yeah are you?" i ask her. she nods so we slowly start walking back.

Lily's p.o.v

ready to go back?" i ask zayn as hes just standing there holding my drink in his hand. "yeah are you?" he asked i nod and we start walking back. zayns so sweet but i couldnt see him and me being together... why am i even thinking that?! its not like he would even be intrested in me none of them would. i just need to consetrate on having a good time with them this week because its probably never going to happen again.

as we walk in the room i see theres no seats so i decide to be a bit mischevious and do something that i would never normally do. im one of thoses girls who get nervous around boys. i end up making everything awkward.but around these boys i didnt feel that i felt like messing about. i walked over to harry and looked at him and smirked.

"are you ready?" i ask him 

"ready for what?" he looks at me confused

and with that i jump onto his lap and just sat there laughing. once i started laughing louis started then liam then zayn but niall his laugh seemed fake. why would he fake laugh? i shrugged it off and looked down at harry to relise he was giving me that same evil smirk i gve him before i jumped on him. 

"what you up to styles?" i asked worried but with that he throws me to the ground and tiggles me.

"stop...harry...i...cant...breath" 

"say im sorry harold styles your are the best"

"never" i scream back. he carry on tiggling me until i give in.

"okay okay, im sorry harold syles you are the best" i shout as loud as i can.

"thats better" he smiles back at me showing me his famous dimples. "help me up then" i say acting like im hurt by him not helping me.insted he picks me up and put me back on his lap.

"time for the show boys" paul comes in to tell them. "Lily you and Lou are going to watch it from out the front if you follow me and the boys ill take you out.

"okay good luck boys" i tell them before they go on stage. they all smile back at me and i follow paul out to where Lou was.

"do you want to stay on the tour bus with me and the boys tonight?" lou says waiting for an answer

"really? i would love to let me phone mum and tell her thank you so much lou your the best cousin ever!"

this is going to be an eventful night...