Why is it so hard?... (One direction fan fiction)

chapter 15: the day has come

(Hollys changed to Li

* day the boys leave for tour*

Lilys P.O.V

as i woke up everything hit me about what was going to happen today.it was going to be the day i would have to say bye to harry for months. not being able to kiss him, be held in his arms. touch him .or even see him in person. all i would be able to do is see him threw a screen or listen to his voice on the phone. as i thought about the amount of time we would be away from each other i felt myself come close to tears. i had to hold them in as i needed to show harry i could cope without him. but then it hit me that i wouldn't have Lou with me either. where was i going to live? mums kicked me out. i cant say on the tour bus, and i cant stay at lou's either cause I'm not old enough to be there home alone.

i jumped out of bed being careful not to wake Harry as he would need as much sleep as he could get before he left at 4pm. i went into the living room to get my phone of charge and call the first person who i thought would let me stay at there house. kimia.

"hey Lily whats up"

"hey kimia i need to ask a favour? as Harry's leaving for tour today and is going for months; and my mums kicked me out the house, i was really really hoping that i would be able to say at yours?" i anxiously waited for an answer

"yeah course! my mum and dad are never here, and i need help looking after my little brother while there at work. ill set up a bed in my room. what time will you be coming round?"

"thank you so much, im so thankful. ill be round about 5, as Harry's flights around 4. thank you so much." i was so relieved i was able to stay at hers or i wouldn't know what i would have done.

"your welcome see you later, bye!"

"bye!"

i let out a sign of relief. i wasn't going to be homeless yay!!

i quickly walked past the bunk beds that the boys were asleep in a went to the games room where me and Harry had made a make-do bed out of blanket and pillows. i shuffled around for my suitcase that i had brought on the bus when Lou was in hospital as i couldn't live at home anymore.

i quietly opened it and started packing up my things. collecting my clothes that had been scattered around the room. i walked threw to the bathroom and quickly had a shower, washing my hair then doing my makeup. i made sure to put waterproof mascara on as i new i would end up crying. 

i towel dried my hair then left it to dry but itself. i walked back into the bedroom and put my wash-bag into my suitcase. double checking the bus to make sure i hadn't forgot anything. i zipped up my suitcase and carried it too the living room.

i took my phone off the side and sat on the sofa to check if i had any messages from anyone. and too my surprise i had a text from and unknown number:

from:unknown

holly, i told you to stay away from your friends and now your going to be living with one of them!! check you twitter in 5.

love unknown x

i jumped up. pacing the room thinking about what was going to be on twitter in 5 minutes. what am i going to do every ones going to hate me. i walked over to the sink and grabbed a glass off the side. as i picked it up. my hands were shaking and i dropped the glass, causing it to smash on the floor.

Zayns P.O.V

I had been laying on my bunk for a while as i couldn't sleep, i didn't really want to go on tour as bad as that sounds i didn't. i didn't want to leave Perrie and i felt bad for Holly cause we all secretly knew that Harry would probably cheat on her. we were just all hoping that we were wrong.