Why is it so hard?... (One direction fan fiction)

chapter 8: the games room, but no games...

(Hollys changed to Lily)

quick note; i wanted to say thank you for reading today i hit 200 reads and i started it a week ago today. that might not seem like a lot to some people but to me it is as i didn't think anyone would actually read it so i wanted to thank you all for that and i want to know who you ship Lily and Harry, Lily and Niall or maybe so one else if you could comment that would be great. and thanks again for the reads :) xxxxx

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 but then it hit me i have someone who cares for me, might actually have feelings for me and is single... Harry...

I've been so blind how did i not see, i hope he likes me back. the film started and i was sitting with harry. they decided that the film was going to be paranormal activity 2. i hate scary films with a passion so i think harry might have purposely picked it so i would scream or hide in him. either way i don't care. as the film started i grabbed the blanket from behind the couch so i could hide under it.

"we don't have to watch it if you don't want to we can go to the back of the bus and play on the wii" harry whispered in my ear taking me by surprise which made me jump. the film hasn't even go scary yet and I'm scared!!!! i took that opportunity and we went to the back of the bus

"we going to play Mario karts this film give me the creeps have a nice time trying to sleep tonight"  i shout to Niall,Liam,Louis,Zayn and Lou who had now joined us on the bus. no one answered they were all too engrossed in the film.

"so styles I'm going to whip your butt at Mario karts so hard that you wont be able to sit down for a week" i tell him putting my game face on.

"oh yeah? well will see about that miss Teasdale" suddenly i was getting chased round this tiny gaming room by harry. 

"harry stop-" before i could say anything else harry had grabbed me and tackled me to the sofa. i was underneath him while he was above me. i was getting self-conscious as he grazed my face taking in every detail. i put my hands up to cover my face "stop harry your making me feel awkward" i told him. it came out a bit muffled from behind my hands.

Harry's P.O.V 

 "stop Harry your making me feel awkward" she said slightly muffled from behind her hands "don't feel awkward you beautiful" i took her hands away from her face to reveal a very blushing holly. "shut up harry" sounding very annoyed with what i just said. i don't know why she couldn't see it she had long brown hair what was straight but slightly messed up from me chasing her. green eyes that in some lights you could she a slight shade of blue. and she was so small and look so fragile.i felt like if i touched her she would bruise, but she wouldn't. the fact she felt so fragile and precious made me want her to be mine even more so i was able to protect her. 

'the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,

but when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,

you don't know, oh oh,

you don't know you're beautiful,

if only you saw what i can see, 

you'll understand why i want you so desperately,

right now I'm looking at you and i cant believe,

you don't know , oh oh,

you don't know your beautiful'

i quietly sang to her but slowing it down as i pushed her hair behind her ear. "i really like you Lily from the the moment i met you everything changed, i knew that i had to get you what the pain, i had to take you and make you mine. i know your only 15 but i don't care i don't care i want to spend every minute of every day with you. your different from anyone else I've ever met before and-" before i could finish i had been shut up by a pair of soft cherry flavoured lips crashing against mine. i traced her lips trying to gain entry. she accepted and let me in. i had kiss a couple of girls over the year but this one caused me to get sparks in my belly. it was felt like a box of fireworks had taken off all at once.

Lily's P.O.V

I've never got off with a boy before. boys were never really interested in me i didn't really want to get off just with anyone i wanted to do it was someone who liked me back not just a meaning-less kiss, and with harry it meant meaningful. 

"by the way styles i did realized you dropping your own lyrics into that little speech of yours" i mention whilst trying to gain my breath back. i thought it was cute but i wouldn't let on that i thought that.

" i know you thought it was cute didn't you?" he smirks back at me as he moved from being above me to sit next to me. dam he can read my mind this is going to be a problem in the future.

"no!... well maybe a little..." i give in to him. " i really like you to harry i was scared that you would have a secret girlfriend as well so i didn't want to get too close with you. i cant believe ive only know you two days i feel like I've known you for years and i think that's what makes everything better." this time it was my turn to tell him my feelings but without using lyrics from one of their songs.

"well then miss Teasdale, would you like to be my girlfriend... i mean you don't have to i understand if you don't as you might get hate for being so young and being with me and its not like we have to do anything as i understand that your 15 and we don't have to tell anyone yet if you don't want to-" i kissed him not a passionate kiss just one to shut him up but still have meaning.

"i would love to harry but i don't want the public finding out yet but we can tell the boys" i tell him 

"that's fine babe, wow i should talk on more often" he states smiling whilst showing his famous dimples. 

things really do change quick lets hope me my relationship status doesn't change back to single for a while...