Forbidden Love .//camren/larry

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Chapter 4.
Harry's point of view.
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I close the door behind me. Setting my keys on the counter.

The house is huge. Everything white, the walls, furniture, couches, the carpet. Considering were the ones living here. It's still clean and in good shape. Thanks to Kate.

Kate notices me and smiles. I flash her a big fake dimpled smile.

"How was your day Harry?" She asks, not taking her eyes off her phone.

"It was good." I say simply. Walking away from her, and into the living room where the other guys were.

Zayn and Liam have controllers in their hands, their eyes glued onto the flat screen tv on the wall. I'm guessing they were playing some video game since they didn't even notice me. Niall is on the other couch, his feet on the glass table. He is leaning back, a bag of crisps in his hands. Louis is besides him, a controller in his hand as well. Niall is the only one who looks up at me.

I look down at my phone In my hands, i got a tweet from someone. I go onto Twitter,

@harryismyfrog: "HARRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOURE SUCH A CUTE LITTLE FROG AH ILY (((((:"

I look down at the tweet in confusion, why are all the fans calling me a frog. I'm not sure if it's some sort of joke between them or something

I heart the tweet, nearly gasping when I feel tingles shoot down my body. Familiar sparks I only got when a certain someone was looking at me. I look up, everyone is looking at the tv.

"LOUIS YOU FELL OF THE BRIDGE!" Liam yells loudly. His name makes my heart leap in my chest.

"Harry, hey man." Niall says with a mouth full of crisps.

"Hey Ni." I smile at him. Turning my phone off and placing it inside my pocket.

"Oh Harry's here?" Zayn asks, not taking his eyes off the screen.

"Yeah, i can't see him but I think I can see his curls in the corner of my eye." Liam says, not looking at me.

"Oh hey Harry." Zayn says.

"Hey guys."

Before, Louis would rush to me and wrap his arms around me. Telling me how much he missed me. Calling me haz, or curly. Now, it's different. He didn't even glance at me as I walked into the living room.

Louis and I were together for two years. And let me just say, they were the best two years of my life. I love him. And its slowly killing me knowing I can't be with the one person I love the most.

Tears fill my eyes, the image of the boys blurring and rippling into a thousand waves.

I don't understand. Why can't I be with him? He makes me happy. Can't they understand that. I wasn't sure if Louis felt the same way anymore, because he stopped looking at me just a few weeks ago.

I walk away, rushing into the nearest bathroom. I shut the door behind me, not bothering to lock it. I collapse onto the ground, not turning the lights on.

Because this is how it feels. Not being able to be with.. him. Like I'm in the dark, and I'm not allowed to see the light. Not without getting hurt.

I sob into my hands, curling up into a ball. My body is trembling so much, I'm scared I might have a heart attack. My chest is hurting while my heart started pounding quickly. I feel physically and emotionally in pain.

A few minutes later the door opens and someone walks inside. I was hoping, i didn't open my eyes or look up. I was just hoping it was him. That it was Louis.