Forbidden Love .//camren/larry

More Than This

Chapter 11.
Harry's point of view.
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We walk away from the group of girls.

What the heck was that? Did you see that?

Louis shook hands with that Lauren chick for more than four seconds. He likes her. He can't like her. He's gay. But why was he being so sweet to her? He's never like that with females. Only me. Or his mum. Or my mum.

"That Lauren girl was cute." Zayn says. I notice someone is next to us and look down to see Camila.

"What Lauren girl? Lauren Jauregui?" She questions and Zayn nods.

"Oh yeah she's in some of my classes. She's okay." She smiles. Mumbling a soft, "I guess."

I'm not sure if I was suppose to hear that though.

"Is she straight?" I ask without thinking, wanting to cover my mouth. What the heck, straight guys don't ask that question out of nowhere.

"I don't know to be honest, i think so." Camila says, smiling up at me.

"She seems pretty cool." Louis says. I stare at him in confusion. Why is he doing this to me? Is this payback? Because I'm dating Camila?

"I have her number." Camila smiles taking out a peice of paper from her backpack. Using a pen to write down numbers. I stare down at her, wide eyed. No stop. Don't give him her number!

Camila smiles handing Louis the peice of paper. He thanks her.

Shit.

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Louis point of view.

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Shit.

I really like that girl. Lauren Jauregui. I can't help but accept the note Camila handed me. It's not like I'm into her or anything, there's just something different about her. The way she looked up at me.

I really wanted to get to know her.

"My backpack is in my locker, I'll see you guys later." Zayn states, and we watch him walk away.

"I want to arrive early to Mr. Romanos class so I'm off as well." Liam says waving goodbye and walking away.

"Come with me." Harry whispers in my ear, grabbing my hand and tugging me away from Niall.

"Now I'm alone!" Niall shouts. Laughing out loud like he usually does afterwards. Camila standing by him, looking at us in confusion.

I was pulled into a dark small space. Wooden sticks and rags around me. The smell of alcohol and clorax filled my nose. Harry stared down at me. Our noses inches from touching.

"What?" I look up at him, confused.

"What are you doing?" Harry whispers, anger in his voice.

"I'm getting a girls number. What's the big deal? You have a girlfriend." I snap at him, crossing my arms.

"That's different. I have to date her. You don't have to date anyone. So how about you give me the paper and we will forget about it. And the girl." Harry says.

"The girl has a name. And I like her." I say, starting to get mad.

"You're gay!" He shouts making me stumble back.

"So are you and you're dating a girl!" I shout back. My voice weakening.

"I have to! To seem straight!" He yells. His voice growing louder with each word.

"Well you know what? You don't have to act straight anymore because I'm starting to think you really are!" I scream, my voice cracking. Tears fill my eyes, streaming down my cheeks. It's pitch dark and I'm hoping he can't see them.

"I-i..I love you, L-lou." Harry whispers. Before it would have all been okay. I would have kissed him and we would move on. But now, it was different. I didn't want to move on and forget.

"I do too. But if we actually wanted to be together. We would have been together right now. And were not. So I'm gonna get to know this girl, and you're going to move on with your girlfriend. And what happened between us in the last two years is now forgotten." I tell Harry.

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Harry's point of view.

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No, i will not move on and forget. Because I will never forget what happened between Louis and I. Because what we had is something only we can understand. We had an unforgettable love. And I will not walk away from it.

I shake my head, tears filling my eyes. They're burning.

"N-no. I will not move on. I-I love you Lou, i c-can't. I can't walk away from you." I say, letting the tears fall.

Louis lets out a sob. And I can already see the tears falling down his cheeks. He covers his mouth with his small hand.

"D-do you... do you want to be with her?" I whisper, not taking my eyes off his.

Louis breaks into tears, shaking his head.

"Dammit. I want to be with you Haz. Only you." Louis mumbles, sniffling.

I breathe in, taking his small hand in mine.

"I do too. We can be together, in secret." I smile slightly.

Louis shakes his head, giving me a small smile.

"We can't Hazza. We can't." Louis says pulling his hand away. I don't know what to say anymore, to convince him. So I simply don't say a word, and stare down at him.

"I gotta go. Bye." Louis mumbles, opening the door and walking out.

"Louis-" I began to say, a single tear running down my cheek once he closes the door shut. Leaving me to cry alone, in the darkness of the closet.

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Looks like Louis has moved on from Harry. Poor Harry doesn't want to let him go. But sometimes, you got to let go of the people you love. And who knows? Maybe Harry and Louis were never meant to be. Maybe it's time to forget and move on.

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QOTD: What grade are you in?

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I'm in 8th grade! .-.

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So people are actually reading this more and more so I feel so happy Thank you so much if you're reading when I update, it means a lot to me.♡