Forbidden Love .//camren/larry

Love Will Remember

Chapter 48.
Louis' point of view.
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*8 minutes before talking to Lauren.*

I want to die when I see Harry and Camila holding hands. What is his problem? I thought he broke up with Camila yesterday. He said he would. Did he lie to me?

Harry spots me and immediately bends down to whisper something in Camilas ear before walking towards me.

I can see people staring at him as he walked through the crowds. His green shirt popping out.

"Louis-" Harry began to say but I hold out my hand in front of him.

"Are you fucking with me?!" I snap madly. Earning some glares and looks from people around us.

Harry sighs, running his hand through his fringe. "I can explain." He says. I shake my head, not wanting to hear it.

"We kissed on Saturday. Did that mean nothing to you?" I whisper so no one hears me.

"What-no of course it meant something. I tried breaking up with her but Kate told me I couldn't." Harry speaks quickly.

I look down at the ground. Tears rushing to my eyes. I quickly look up so the tears don't fall. It's burns for a second.

"Fine. I wish you and Camila the best." I say.

Harry looks down at me confused. "We can still try Louis. I love y-"

I shake my head, "If you really loved me, you would do everything possible to be with me. Even if we had to keep it a secret." I cross my arms.

Harry touches my arm, I can't help but flinch away from his warm touch. I can see he's hurt.

"I'm tired Harry. I'm tired of pretending like this doesn't hurt. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of living. This isn't the way I should be living my life." I confess all at once, holding back tears.

What I was saying was how I really felt. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to hide anymore. I simply don't want to try anymore. Why cant I just give up already?

"N-no. Don't say that Louis. Please-"

"No Harry. I-im done. For real this time. We might still live in the same house, and go to the same school. But that does not mean everything is okay now. I'm done. No more kisses, no more secret touches or hide outs. It's over Harry." I say all at once. He's about to say something else but I walk away.

Looking for one girl in particular.

I can't do this anymore. This relationship I have with Harry, it's killing me inside. And I can't keep living like this. I have to move on. I'm sure it will hurt less.

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Nuooo...💔 So Louis is officially done with Harry.. I mean it's understandable.. he's been doing this for years now.. he's tired of it. I'm sure he loves Harry and always will..But sometimes you have to move on.. even if it hurts.. poor Louis. Poor Harry.

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QOTD: What's one thing you love about yourself?

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My eyes.

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Second time uploading cause y'all deserve it and so much more !! How's everyone doingggg, currently crying cause I'm listening to tmh louis sing and yeahh 😭😭

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