Chapter 42.
Harrys point of view.
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I can't believe I kissed him. And he didn't push me away, he kissed me back.Maybe things can actually go back to the way they used to be. Kissing him made me realize how much I missed him, and how much I love him.
I stared down into his dark blue eyes. Something was wrong, usually when he's happy he has a small spark in his eyes. It wasn't there anymore.
"What's wrong?" I question, starting to worry. Did he not enjoy the kiss?
Louis looks troubled. "I-" he began to say but someone knocks on the door that leads inside the room. Me and Louis stay frozen, not making a sound.
"Harry? Louis? Are you guys okay?" Liam asks from the other side of the door. I slowly stand up, getting off Louis. I hold my hand out in the air in front of me to help him up, he smiles accepting it.
I love the way his hand fits in mine, like it's made just for me.
Louis stands up. Looking up at me. His hair is messy and his lips are red. His cheeks are flustered, and pink. His suspenders falling off his shoulders.
He looks like a mess. But a beautiful mess.
I lean in once more, to feel his lips agaisnt mine for one last time. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, but for tonight, I would like one last taste.
But then Liam knocks on the door again, stopping me. Dammit Liam. I sigh, backing away from Louis.
I walk towards the door.
"Did you guys kill each other? Are you guys okay? Who died?" Liam says. I chuckle under my breathe, unlocking opening the door.
"No one died. We're okay." I smile at him. Liam sighs in relief.
"Thank God. You guys are okay then? No more fighting for tonight?" Liam raises his eyebrows.
I shake my head, "Nope."
"I'm shocked." Liam laughs.
His eyes snap over to Louis who is behind me. He stares at him for a few seconds. Then looks up at me again.
"Do you know where Lauren and Camila are?" He questions. Camila. Dammit. I forgot about her.
"Uhh...no." I squeak.
"They're probally outside." Liam says, walking into the room. Walking towards the door.
I quickly walk out of the room, not wanting to face Camila. I like Camila, as a person of course. Not as a girlfriend.
"Harry!" I hear Camilas voice. I bite back the urge to punch myself in the face for not running faster.
I turn around slowly, looking down at her.
"Yes?"
Camila looks confused, but smiles slightly. "I'm not sure what's going on.. But just know that I'm always here for you, not just a girlfriend, but as a friend." She says.
She's so nice. I'm afraid of how much it will hurt her when I tell her that I'm gay and I'm in love with Louis.
"Camila I have to tell you something.." I whisper, so Liam doesn't hear us. He's talking to...Lauren.
Louis is behind Camila, his eyes widen up at me. He shakes his head, pointing to the living room. I get the hint and look back down at Camila.
"Give me a minute." I say.
I follow Louis into the living room.
"Everything okay?" I ask worriedly.
He shakes his head, "Are you seriously breaking up with her right here? In front of everyone?" Louis snaps at me.
What's the problem with that? I'm pretty sure almost everyone in this room knows I'm gay. It's not a big deal...
"It's not really a big deal Louis.." I say. Louis' eyes widen.
"Please don't do this right now. You should do it tomorrow hazza, please." Louis begs, grabbing my arm.
I sigh, nodding. Causing Louis to smile slightly. He's right. I think I'm just desperate to be with him already. Even if it's in secret.
But I have to be careful about how I tell Camila. I know she actually likes me, and I don't want to hurt her.
"I'll do it tomorrow." I say. Before turning around and walking back to Camila. I have to control myself from kissing Louis there.
"I'll drive you home." I tell Camila. She nods, smiling.
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