"hi dan" phil said and forced on a smile.
"are you okay?" he asked when he saw phils dark bags under his eyes and how puffy they were.
"im holding up" phil said and shrugged.
"phil, be honest with me, please" he pleaded.
"okay, i cut yesterday, i havent been able to sleep more than one hour a night since you left because of my anxiety, i didnt sleep anything at all last night, i sat and cried with mom for three hours, happy?" he said fast.
"oh... its gonna be o-"
"how do you know? why does everyone keep saying that when it just gets worse? i dont get the point of that lie, no one actually believes it, but everyone keep saying it"
"phil, i mean it, its at least gonna get better in a few days, i can be with you, i can protect you from all this crap" dan said, even tho he had so much in his life too, he decided to focus on phil.
"thank you, i miss you" phil said, a small smile creeping up on his lips.
"i miss you too, so much" dan sighed. "i love you, to the moon and back"
"i love you to mars and back" phil giggled, this time a real smile was on his lips.
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okay im so fucking tired im gonna sleep now gn ~🐝
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