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"how was the train ride?"

"it was awful, i had to stand up for two hours because there was so many people"

"sorry to hear that" phil said, kissing my temple.

"have you been hanging out with pj anything?"

"actually yeah, tho i think the guy who is always on me is moving on to peej" phil sighed. "i can never make things right"

"dont say that, its not your fault that the fuckheads at school decided to jump onto him instead. stand up for each other" dan said.

he looked into phils amazingly blue eyes, they looked more dead than alive, he sure changes his mood quickly.

"we do, but hes completely ignoring me which, honestly, is even worse than him punching me because i know hes focusing on pj instead of me and it is my fault. if i wasnt so weak i could have stopped him in the beginning, but..." he trailed off, closing his eyes and burying his face in dans shoulder, sobbing.

"phil its not your fault i promise, please dont cry" dan said and tried to make him feel better, hugging him.

"but i-it is"

"no stop blaming yourself, i promise its not"

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sad philup=sad danyul=sad jish ~🐝

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