Thanksgiving break.. Thank god!! I walked out of the school with tristen as we watch the world around. she was going to jersey for break as I was staying right here. home sweet home. we boarded the bus and I sat with her brother. I got home later that night and noticed a text from a number not in my contacts. 'hmm' I thought to myself. nobody I could think of. I clicked on the message. it read 'hey. Sorry again.' Devon.
'Is this devon?' I asked
'Yea'.
'Ok. hey I forgive you- sorta. just still confused on somethings.'
'Like what?'
'Why u were kissing her 2 days before our 4 months.'
'Well yah because... I lost feeling in our relationship.'
'HOW?'
'Idk. I still feel bad.'
'Yah I know you do..'
'Srsly tho!'
'So we r still friends right? like how close of friends anymore?' And then some foreign txt responded. again and again foreign foreign foreign!! What the fuck was this some kind of sick joke? I give up with them.. I wish I wouldn't never fell in love with him anyway.
I gave up and walked outside in the snow. and sat. and thought. I went out to the barn and brushed Sunny and talked to him. I decided that we were gonna do our woods trail tomorrow for sure. maybe take a new trail. we would go in the woods were nobody hunted. ever. because my uncle was to old and me and my dad were the only ones who had permission to be there- hunting, even walking. why was Devon there? woah. that question hit me a million times harder than it regularly would have if I hadn't dated him. why was he there- what was he doing- more importantly- why was he doing it? these questions flew threw my mind making me really eager. I had to know soon. very soon. I cleaned my tack and went inside and dialed his number. Devon. so what was up with the foreign guy? I wouldn't ask. some thing are better left unanswered.
"Why were you in my uncles woods that day I met you?"
"Uhhh.. well.. urmmm" he hesitated- but why?
"Why can't you tell me? was this part of your skeme with destiny? to do something to me? is that why Sunny was acting up? ARE YOU THE REASON I FELL AND ALMOST DIED? WAS RECUSING ME JUST SOME SORT OF SICK JOKE?!" I screamed into the phone and started sobbing- everything for nothing.
"No. nothing like that."
"THEN WHY?!!" I said with a ready voice, you could tell I was crying.
"I-I-I- just can't..." And he hung up obviously guilty and hurt with himself, ashamed. I slammed my phone down, faced the pillow and flopped and cried myself to sleep and 6:15.
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Hey readers! shortish update but I have nothing to do so i thought I'd surprise you! like it? have a wonderful week- hope it's better than mine is so far.
Love <3 Ally
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My Ride With Destiny
Adventure'Easy Sunny Boy, it's only the wind!' Says Emily Hudson age 16 to her horse 'Good boy Sunny' 'WOAH BOY SLOW DOWN!!' As Sunny took off at a full gallop down the trail 'he's never done this before, why now?' Emily thought to herself only to be thrown...