Entry #7_Sept. 13,2016

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Dear You,

              It's been days since the last time I wrote to you. Why? It's because I've been catching you looking my way more often than before. I should be happy, I know. But then this always happen. Whenever the person I like starts to notice me, my automatic reaction is to try to ignore the person I like.  I don't like to be assuming that you're really looking at me because that's what hurts me the most. To assume for nothing. I don't like to believe it even if what I feel is in total protest. I really like you! Hell, I think I love you! BUT I'm afraid. Afraid to hope that we have a chance when there's nothing. I'd rather look at you from afar as long as I always see you. That for me is enough.

I don't like uncertainty. I don't like to risk on something like that. I know I'm being a complicated girl, I hate it myself. Will you still like me? Try to get close to me? Ugh! I'm talking again as if I know your feelings. I don't know what to do anymore.

If only love is easy to feel...

Love,
Vanna

Wala na. Di ko na alam kung ano gagawin ko. 😓

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