To The Guy I Like [™VannaGranger111]

Entry #9_ Sept. 23,2016

Dear You,

              I really had a strange dream last night. In the dream, I was trying to catch up to you right after class. I was sad that no matter how fast I try to walk, I can't reach you. I tried calling out to you  yet I couldn't shout your name. I tried. It came out as a whisper. A whisper that got carried away by the wind as I stand there staring at your back.
'I want to tell you something.' That's all I could think of. 'Please turn around.' That was my plea.

I could feel tears forming in my eyes. So I shouted your name again. This time, it was loud and clear but you were too far already to hear it.

In the next scene we were at a class. While waiting for the teacher, everyone is busy with their business. I on the other hand, stood up and went to sit beside you. I was really mad about you for not hearing my shout. I can't remember what I asked and what we've talked about but I do remember how it hurts to talk to you so casually. I also remember snapping at one of your replies but your still smiling while talking to me. It really hurts that's why I'm angry. All I wanted is for you to talk to me in kind of special way.

Curse love for the pain it brings!

So yeah. That's what I've dreamt. I sound sad and mad but honestly, I'm happy when I woke up. Why? Simply because you were in my dream. It may not be that good but seeing you and me together is something I treasure. I wish that will happen soon. The 'us, talking together' part. 😆

Eeeeeh! I"m going off board aren't I?!

QR2121- ssshhh! 😯