Entry #8_Sept. 17,2016

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Dear You,

              I don't know if its just me or I really caught you looking my way. Does that mean something? Or for the hundredth time, I'm just assuming? This feeling is what I hate the most. I get so happy whenever you look my way but end up doubting whether you're looking at me or at one of the girls beside me. It's really odd of me to think this way. Before, I never cared whether someone I like has something for someone, specially someone I know. My happiness was so simple; as long as I get to talk with him or see him smile. What's happening now is so not me.

Perhaps the fact that I don't talk to you or you don't talk to me is one of the reasons. For me, it was easy talking to someone I like as if I don't have hidden feelings than never talking and not even acting casually around each other. It's funny how I feel so awkward whenever you're really close. Tell me, does that mean something? Because no matter how I try to deny it, I know that deep inside- my feelings are hoping...

Love,
Vanna

#Hoping 😅
Haha, hoping now eh?

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