LiarLiar

Chapter 7 - I Would Die

I woke up with a throbbing head. My body feels so stiff and I really do not want to get out of my warm, comfy, soft bed, my covers hugged me never letting go as I wrapped myself into them tightly. I could lie here all day long; I would not mind doing that, not at all. But unfortunately I have to get up... Buslife

I rubbed the sleep from my eyes groaning as I stretched. Ugh, I do not even know what we are doing today but what I do know is I want it to be over and done with already, and I swear if I see Justin sucking face with another girl I might just lose it.

Eventually finding the energy I forced myself out of bed and went to the bathroom to freshen up. After washing up I fixed my hair and done my make up and put on a pair of denim shorts and loose white top letting my hair fall over my shoulders.

"Hey beautiful" Chris smiled pulling me into a hug

"Hi" I kissed his cheek lightly. Maybe I'm falling for him... Can I? No, I can't, if we really date it's going to ruin our working relationship. I don't want to jeopardise what we have because I really like it. He's an amazing friend and the only one I can properly talk to.

"Have you seen Hayley?" I asked walking into the kitchen area to find a very happy looking Justin.

"She's just outside" he cheekily smiled getting closer to me

"I wasn't asking you but thanks" I quickly spoke getting away from him as fast as possible

"Hey" he called grabbing my wrist

"Yeah?" I turned around avoiding his eyes

"Dinner tonight at eight be ready" he winked at me

"The whole team?" Is he asking me out on a date or what because this boy confuses the shit out of me.

"Yeah all of us, but if we want to be alone we can... Arrange something" he tugged me in wrapping an arm around my waist... This feels like all my dreams. To be with Justin, to be in his arms, having him want me. It's like a fairytale. But he's a player, so far I've seen him kiss three different girls, I don't know what his deal is. Maybe it's just him; maybe he's not really dating any of them. Whatever it is I don't know and I don't think I want to know either.

"Let go of her" Chris calmly ordered walking into the kitchen

"We'll talk later" Justin kissed my cheek and walked out of the bus. We've stopped off for a few weeks to rest up properly and get the rehearsals we need before tour starts next month. We only just reached today so we're not 100% sure where everyone is and what is happening exactly. Well Justin knows, but the rest of us don't yet.

"I need to find Hayley, I'll see you later" I waved bye to Chris and hopped off the bus following Justin into the hotel we were staying at.

"Justin wait up" I called catching up with him

"Don't get too close" he warned looking around frantically pulling his hood up

"Why?" I asked keeping my distance I walked a few paces behind him

"Paparazzi sweetheart. They see us together and we are automatically dating and everyone believes it" he groaned clearly pissed off about it as he stormed behind the double doors leaving them swinging back and forth for a while. Waiting till he was completely out of site I followed up after him catching his figure down the lobby, he walked into a room slamming the door shut behind him. I know I shouldn't have but I followed and stood outside the door listening to his conversation.

"She's driving me insane" he spat. Who is he talking to? I hope it's not Hayley I need her.

"Why baby" ugh Lilly. I noticed her slut like voice at once. Not wanting to hear any more of their conversation I went off looking for Hayley.

After what felt like hours I finally found her.

"Hayley" I called after her

"Charlotte" she smiled

"Can I ask you something?" I hesitantly spoke hopping to god I'm not about to fuck up everything I have ever lived for

"Anything" she sat signalling for me to join her

"What's the deal with you guys and Justin?" I muttered under my breath twisting my fingers together practically chewing my bottom lip.

"He's um, there's nothing he just kind of like, he's just friendly" she spoke finally finding the words she was looking for

"Yeah a little too friendly" I scoffed

"He's not a bad person" she smiled softly and jogged off. Is she saying I should give him a chance and let him play me? because if she does... It's a no from me. I have been played with too many times and I am not willing to go down that road again. Not even with Justin.

Why is this so complicated? I mean I love Justin but he's the exact opposite of everything I thought he would be and I just do not know how I am meant to feel about it.

I went and lay in the bus because I really just want to be alone with my diary. I write everything in this. If anyone ever saw this I think I would die... No, literally I would.

"Babe?" Chris called walking into the room. I quickly shoved the diary under my pillow and tried to act as natural as possible

"Yeah?" I asked sitting up a little

"I have been looking for you" he laughed sitting next to me

"Can I ask you something?" I sighed. Now is a good as a time as any.

"Of course" he pulled me in closer to him

"This whole thing between us" I threw my arms around as I spoke "What is the purpose behind it?"

"You really like him" he began "and that man slut clearly really likes you too, he'd be stupid not too" he added with a disapproving tone "he's only going to hurt you, I want him to see what your worth" he shrugged off "because you're worth so much" he licked his lips slowly his hand on my hip as he leaned in and our lips connected. He kissed me slowly, gently, like he really meant it. Caressing his cheek with the tips of my fingers I kissed him back.

"Thank you" I whispered

"Don't mention it" he grinned pecking my lips and we both went back out. We found out what room we were in, collected the keys. We just relaxed for the rest of the day

There's a full day of rehearsing lying ahead of us and who knows where it might end up.....