LiarLiar

Chapter 11 - You'll Come Around

*Justin'sPointOfView*

Tour has been amazing so far even though we have only done a few shows it's going great, touring is my life it's a dream come true and I could not possibly ask for more. I am very grateful, I hope my fans, my beliebers, know that. They are the whole reason I am in this position and no matter what goes wrong they are always right by my side and that alone means more to me than anything else. As long I have them and their love I'll be just fine.

I lay back in bed, thinking, about everything really, I like the road, the way we're always moving, it keeps me calm and relaxed. I feel at home when I'm on the road, it's where I belong, it's what I have worked my ass off for.

On the other hand I can not stop thinking about that kiss Charlotte and I shared the other day, there are no words to describe that feeling. She is so sweet, so beautiful and I don't know exactly how she feels about it but I do know one day it will be real. I think it's just the way she moves, she moves like a breeze, I swear every night I can't get her out of my dreams. Maybe it's the way her delicate body feels in my hands or the connection when her lips are on mine, I don't know what it is, but there is something about her that makes me want her more, I have a need for her. I don't know what's taking over me.

"Justin?" I heard Emma -one of my dancers- from outside my room door

"Come in" I called

"Hey babe" she smiled closing the door behind her

"Hi beautiful" I said sitting up a little stretching out my muscles

"Everyone's asleep" she bit her lip teasingly crawling into bed next to me

"And why aren't you?" I whispered pulling her down on top of me

"I could ask you the same thing" she leaned down catching my lips with hers. "But I'd rather not speak"

"Oh, I get you" I winked at her pushing her over so I was now on top "it's been a while" I whispered against her neck leaving small wet kisses below her ear.

"Too long" she breathed out wrapping her legs around my torso as she pulled my shirt off over my head. Running my fingers down her soft cheek I trailed them down her neck leaving kisses along the way. I leaned against her more and a sudden feeling of guilt rushed through my veins as a shot of pain followed. I felt my stomach go into knots. Why do I feel so guilty? I haven't even done anything. Ignoring the feeling I found Emma's lips sliding my hands up her top as our lips moved in sync but the guilt in the pit of my stomach only grew stronger with each slight movement, groaning into the crook of her neck I rolled off Emma running a hand up and down my face.

"What's wrong" she sighed drawing shapes on my bear chest with her fingers

"Nothing, it's just...it's Nothing" I smiled giving her a gentle kiss.

"It's something. It's okay" she gave me a weak smile as she turned to leave

"Em" I called after her

"Yeah?" She turned back to look at me

"Stay" I pulled the bedsheets back letting her slide back in. Wrapping my arms around her little body I nuzzled her neck taking a deep breath. "Goodnight babe" I hummed against her skin pulling her in closer to me.

"Night Justin" she replied with a soft tone and with that I closed my eyes and tried my best to sleep...

"Wake up! Wake up!" I heard Ryan and Za shout up and down the bus, usual wake up call with those two idiots, gotta love them though.

"Emma" I groaned sliding my hands up her top feeling her warm skin under my touch.

"5 more minutes" she grumbled turning over as she lay on top of me.