Chapter 20 - Make The Most Of It

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*Charlotte'sPointOfView*

I woke up at half past eight still feeling woozy because that bitch tried to drug me up last night but I have my balance back although my head is throbbing.

"Good morning beautiful" Justin hooked his arms around me kissing me head

"It would be better if you let go of me" I pushed him away

"How much longer will you make me suffer?" He asked stuffing his hands into his pockets

"I don't want to kiss you, or touch you, or hug you. I don't want to be around you" I spat and it's like he heard the opposite because he grabbed me his hand firmly holding the back of my head his lips inches from mine. Don't do Charlotte!!

"Say you love me baby, say you forgive me, say you're still mine" he brushed his lips against mine the sorrow in his eyes deep and real "please" he breathed his breath warm against my lips

"Let go of me" I softly spoke putting my hands on his, I love him but he made me feel so worthless, he made me hate myself for hurting him.

"Let me kiss you" he begged holding me tight staring at me, I looked away from his eyes, I can't give into temptation

"What's going on in here?" I heard a females voice and Justin jumped gripping me tighter. Don't touch me like that Jesus boy you make me weak!

"Mum!" Justin let go of me and went to hug his mother and grandparents "how are you guys?"

"We're great son" his grandfather said "is this the lovely lady we've heard so much about"

"Charlotte" I introduced myself putting my hand out but he pulled me in and hugged me.

"Mum, gran, grandpa. This is Charlotte, my girlfriend" he smiled putting his arm around me

"Excuse me" I smiled warmly walking out the room. I can't fake it, I can't pretended to look at Justin and be in love with him like I was two days ago. I just can't do it.

I freshened myself up and got dressed before going back to the front.

"Baby" Justin called, can he just stop this already "come here" he motioned and walked over to him

"Hi" I greeted Pattie and Diane

"Hello sweetie" Pattie smiled taking my hand as she tried to secretly inspect it

"No rings" I laughed

"Not yet" Justin kissed my shoulder taking my hands in his

"You two are adorable" Diane poked Justin's side, yeah adorable

"Thank you" I looked down at Justin as he bit his lip, I trailed my fingers down his jaw tilting his head up to face me and kissed him, I don't why but I done it, it was just a small one.

"You kissed me" he whispered a smile playing on his lips

"It doesn't mean anything" I assured

"Means everything to me" he pecked my lips

"What are you two whispering about?" Pattie raised her eyebrows

"Justin was just saying he wants to go out for lunch" I saved slapping his hand off my leg

"Y-yeah, lunch" Justin confirmed. "I need to get changed and then we can go" Justin got up dragging me into the room at the back of the bus

"What is it Justin" I groaned fixing my skirt and top

"You kissed me" he ran a hand through his hair "do you forgive me?"

"You didn't fuck up Justin I did" I fumbled about with my fingers

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