LiarLiar

Chapter 12 - It's Him

*Charlotte'sPointOfView*

I curled up on the couch in our little holiday home with Ryan, we've been spending a lot of time together lately, he makes me feel good about myself, it feels like everyone here but tRyan hates me.

We have a week off and we're spending it in paradise. The beach is right outside, the sun is out everyday and it feels so surreal. Things are still jittery between Lilly and I. I don't think she is ever going to like me to be completely honest, I think she knows that Justin has a thing for me and well I for him. But she isn't important.

Stretching out my limbs I got up holding my hand out for Ryan.

"Let's go out" I smiled

"Let's" he winked taking my hand. Shaking my head I walked out the door stepping into the soft, warm sand taking in a deep breath of fresh air.

"It's so beautiful out here" I turned to Ryan walking backwards

"A little bit like you" he smiled his charming smile

"Smooth" I laughed turning back and running down the beach stopping as soon as I got near the water. Running a hand through my long hair I let it blow in the light breeze. Smiling at nothing I sighed. If only everyday could be this peaceful.

"It's great here I'll show you around" Ryan wrapped his arms around me from behind "I could show you a few things"

Laughing I elbowed him in the stomach, turning around to face him "I'm sorry" I batted my lashes

"You will be" he whispered pulling me in closer "you stay here I'll be back in a second" he squeezed me before running off.

He's great, he is so sweet and I think I'm falling for him, but I love Justin, I've always loved Justin but I've loved Ryan for a long time too and he's just not a dick like Justin can be. But do I really have a chance with Justin? I don't think I do, he's too much of a player. It could be an act around the girls or maybe it's just the real him, maybe that's just the way he is. I don't know, I guess, I'm not one to judge.

"Mama. Mama!" I heard a little voice crying, turning to see who it was I seen a small child, probably about two or three years old.

"Hey sweetheart" I called for him "are you lost" of course he is Charlotte you idiot! walking closer I kneeled down to get to his level wiping the tears from his beautiful grey eyes, making sure I didn't startle or scare him too much, and right then I froze. Those eyes, I know those eyes.

"Shut up you're being stupid it's not him" I heard the voices in head sneer and they're probably right in all honesty. Snapping myself back to reality I lifted this child soothing him until he curled into me and stopped crying a sudden feeling of relief yet painful comfort running through my veins. "It's okay, we'll find your mummy don't worry" I reassured, I mean how hard can it be? It's only our crew and a few other random people here and she can't be that far I'm sure. I rocked the child to keep him calm and walked toward a small group of people who might know something.

"Char! Charlotte!" I heard Justin shout after me "wait up"

"What's up Justin? I need to find this kids mum" I growled at him

"Pass him over I got him" he laughed "c'mon Lucas"

"Uncle Justin" he smiled leaping out of my arms into his.

"L-Lucas?" I mumbled, no, no it can't be, that's just, that's insane. There's plenty of people called Lucas, I'm just over thinking this.

"Hey, Laura, I found him" Justin shouted and being me I followed him making sure I kept an eye on him I mean I don't want him to know I'm following him I need to keep my distance, when he stropped I waited for a few minutes and then decided to walk by.