taehyung
"do you love me?"
i looked at her with desperate, hopeful eyes as her eyes shifted towards her feet which were slowly tapping the wooden surface beneath it.
"t-taehyung i-"
i observed her expression, somehow showing uncertainty and indecisiveness.
"i don't kno-"
"it's jungkook, isn't it?" i asked, suddenly feeling furious and angry. i've grown to despise that man ever since we had officially broke our friendship.
"what?"
"jungkook, the boy you're always with? the boy you missed?" i hissed while looking away from her, attempting to hide away my pained feelings.
it hurts. it hurts so much.
knowing the person you're in love with,
is possibly in love with someone else.
it makes you wonder,
why am i not good enough?
what else do i have to do to make you fall for me instead?
but those questions were unasked. i didn't bother asking her, nor spilling out my real emotions at the moment. not now. i can't.
"t-taehyung-"
"leave."
she grew confused and shocked to hear the words that came out of my mouth.
she doesn't know me at all,
but so do i.
i don't know if i'm being myself or not,
have i always been like this?
"what?"
"just leave me alone. please."
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long sleeves » taehyung
Fanfiction"why do you always wear long sleeves?" "d-don't ask," but then again, his thoughts continued to drift upon what could have been under the knitted piece piece of clothing. - TRIGGER WARNING: contains angst, mentions of suicide and depression, self-ha...