The one I want { Hansol Vernon }

Chapter three

ㅡ Y/N POV ㅡ
He lead me to an ice cream shop near the school. He told me to look for seats and I sat down waiting for him to get our ice creams looking out the window. Today was a nice sunny day, perfect for a cup of ice cream! Hansol came back with two cups of ice cream, it's unusal of him to take me to an ice cream shop right after school, but I liked it, because ice cream is the best thing on earth (after Hansol).

We sat down, eating our ice creams and enjoying our time. But I actually got really curious why he'd take me here. "Tell me why did you take me here?", I asked out of nowhere. He looked up "So.. can't I buy my lovely best friend some ice cream? ", Hansol responded trying to smirk. He seemed kind of tensed.

I nodded "Yea, but is everything alright? You seem nervous somehow", he went through his hair "Nah everything's alright", he sobbed. "It isn't", I said raising my eyebrow, because just by his sobbing I could tell that something is oppressing him. He took a deep breath "Aight, you caught me", he said. "Of course I did. I know you better than anyone else. So what's wrong?", I asked worried leaning my head on my hand.

"Well, I wanted to tell you something.. what else happened in America", he pushed his ice cream to the side of the table. Oh god, I could tell he has to confess something what would make me angry, because he is always like this when it gets serious. "I'm listening", I said to him eating my ice cream.

ㅡ Hansol POV ㅡ
Oh god, I can't tell her but I have to -  otherwise it would be stuck in the back of my head forever. I felt so uncomfortable that I couldn't even look at her. Y/N basically knows everything about me, which girls I dated, with whom I fucked and everything. I mean I only fucked twice before and when I told Y/N about that, she'd be pissed and kinda mad at me. And when I say pissed, I mean really pissed.

"I met a girl there..", I said swallowing. My eyes were glued to the table, because I hate looking in her eyes while talking about other girls. I looked up and saw her smiling face fading into an angry one. "So..? Did you fuck or why are you so nervous?", she asked with a fake laugh. "I just felt like telling you, since we're best friends you know? I knew you'd be mad so I took you here before", I ignored the last question.

She swallowed the last spoon of ice cream. "Why would I? You had a lot of girls after all, It's nothing new", she said looking away. "Only 5 ok?", I protested. "5 is a big number to me", Y/N crossed her arms. I could see her anger through her face. Fuck, I knew she'd be angry.

I know she never had a boyfriend before, and I couldn't tell why because Y/N is actually very pretty and her character is the best I know. A lot of boys were after her, but she'd always reject them somehow. But at least, I told her what I was scared about the whole time. I was kinda relieved even though she is angry. I knew her madness will fade by time.

ㅡ Y/N POV ㅡ
Hansol didn't answer my last question. So he did fuck her. Oh my fucking god. Can't he just stop being like that, stop starting relationships with other girls and love me instead?

I didn't want to talk about that girl he met in America anymore. Because I could think of what shit they did and it would only make me angrier, so I changed the topic and tried to forget his confession.

"Anyways.. what are you up to today?", "Nothing much, going to the park with Wonwoo, wanna come too?", he smiled. "At night again?", I asked. "I know you don't like to hear this.. but yea. Come on, come with me, It will be fun!", Hansol poked my cheek trying to make me smile. "Maybe.. I'll text you later. Need to go", I mumbled standing up unlocking my phone screen.

"Where are you going?", Hansol asked grabbing my wrist. "Home? I need to do homework", "Are you pissed?", "Nah", "Yes you are". I didn't answer and tried to avoid eye contact - looking at my phone screen. "Come on Y/N, I'll pick you up at 9 ok?", I nodded still looking at my phone. He should know that I'm angry af.

He cupped my face to look at me "I'll take you home", Hansol grinned. He hugged me. I love his hugs, but because of my inner fury I pulled away. He pouted "Stop being like this, girl" and hugged me again - holding me tight. So tight that I could barely breathe. He sobbed "I'm sorry Y/N. I know you're mad. I will never do stupid shit like this again, I promise", I giggled wrapping my arms around him. "I hope so", I whispered..