I had pacing back in forth in my room longer than I had been on the phone with Louise. Just, practicing.
"Hey, Phil. I love you."
No Dan, you bloody idiot! Cmon', you can do this.
"Phil. You are one cool guy."
One cool guy? Dan!!!
"Phil. Hi. I love you."
Yeah, good one Dan. Ugh.
"Hello? Dan?" Phil's soft voice carried through the walls to me. "I've texted like 10 times, where are you?"
Oh god. Oh no. I don't know what to say!
"Hey Phil." I said, joining him in the tiny living room.
"Ready for our date?" Phil's eyes lit up as he spoke. God. He is perfection.
"Yep!" I grabbed my jacket and we walked out together. It was sunny. We held hands.
"How did you even get in?" I suddenly wondered, though it was not the biggest problem on my list.
"I was gonna knock, but I decided that if there was a murderer it might've not been the best way to save you."
"My hero." I replied, grinning. I never really thought it was possible to "grin ear to ear." But with Phil....anything is possible.
"Alright. So since you picked last time," I said, "I am picking this time!" I blind folded Phil with my tie, ignoring his protests. I walked him to the restaurant, the restaurant that I had dreamed of before we had even gone on our first date. I untied his mask. There were lighted candles and flowers everywhere, the lights dim, a small orchestra playing soft music, seemingly just for us. Phil gasped.
"You did...."
"Yep."
"Just for..."
"Yep." Phil blushed and hugged me. I wanted to stay in that pose forever.
"Your table, Sir." The waiter said, as politely as possible. It was a round table with a white tablecloth. I held his hand across the table. Wow. Three hundred and fifty dollars does go a long way.
"This is amazing." Phil said. "But where are we?" I chuckled.
"Olive Garden." We laughed. Phil's smile lit up the room.
Alright Dan, here goes.
"Phil. You're one cool-" I cut myself off. Anything but that.
"Phil. We have gone on 16 dates, and each one was more perfect than the last. 6 months with you, and every time, I feel like I am.. worth something. Plus all the times we hung out and played games or went shopping or watched anime. I have known you for eight months, and every moment is a new memory that I will never let go of. Actually, I thought this would be hard, but it's not. It's easy. It always is. Life with you Phil, it's always easy. It's always perfect. The first time I met you, I didn't want to accept that you were the one, even though you brought all those colors into my life, my life has always been messed up in the past, and I thought if I let you take down my walls then life would go horribly wrong. But I was wrong. Phil, I know I'm rambling on and on, but I just want to say, I love you." Phil didn't say anything for a moment. I thought he was trying to figure out the nicest way to reject me. Phil was thoughtful like that. Suddenly Phil got up, and walked to the back.
I was counting the seconds. 198 since Phil had left. What a huge mistake. I was tapped on the shoulder with a wine bottle and a "I love you too, Dan."
I jumped up to hug him, only to smack him in the face.
"Phil! Crap! Oh I am so sorry!" He laughed in response, cupping my face with his hands.
"I'm glad I fell in love with you." He said.
"Me too, Phil. Me too."
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh yayyayayayayayayayayyayayayayayayayyaayyaya alright so what'd ya think???? I just feel so happy to have finally finished that chapter! It was probably the hardest to write because didn't want it to sound like shit, which is what everything I write is. OH WELL. I'm gonna keep writing nonetheless, we'll see if I improve. Anyway, goodnight to all of you beautiful, perfect people. Thank you for reading my story. I love you.
But not as much Dan loves Phil.
Heh. Get it. Heh.
Alright, bye.
—Namelesss
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