Heroes (Jacksepticeye x Reader x Markiplier) *completed*

Chapter 38: Lost but never to return

Can I please wake up?

I'm happy that the fangirl business is over... Well they're dead. After going outside we explained what had happened inside the buildings to cops. They shortly called the man-hunt... It's not like they did anything anyways. They went inside and the doctors followed. White bags in the shapes of bodies were brought out afterwards.

"This is reality. I can't change it no matter what. What's dead is dead and shouldn't be brought back..."

That's what Patty told me, she said she learned it from various TV shows.

I know sit here, darkness above me covering the night skies but I feel as if I too am the darkness, I wish I was the night sky... Free, dancing with no worries but of course it hides when the light comes around. I tug the blanket over my shoulders and cross my arms in front of me, I feel warm but I know I'm cold.

"You okay?" Mark whispers as he walks towards me, he was talking to a cop a few minutes ago.

I don't say anything, I don't try.

Jack- who is sitting nearby- scoots over to me and hugs his arms around me. Once again I'm in a warm hug. It hasn't been long since he last hugged me like this but I missed it. The hug doesn't feel the same either, it's missing something.

"Well, the problem has stopped so feel free to go home!" An officer stated "oh and about the bod-"

I didn't hear the rest of her sentence, sound was muffled by Sean's large hands, although I know what she said...

Jack lifted his hands from my ears "We should get home now, okay?" He smiled but it slowly turned into a frown because I didn't respond. He sighed and looked at Mark and they proceeded to lift me up.
I don't know why but I burst into tears. She's gone, there's no way she can come back. You're leaving the place she died, it's your fault. Thoughts like that filled my mind and I continued to cry.

The two walked up to the car, Patty slowly followed behind us. Patty decided to drive us home, Mark and Jack sat with me in the back seat. I sat in the middle of the two and when a tear fell they'd try to cheer me up.

"We're here" they'd say "We won't leave you"

I doubt that, Tessa left me and we were supposed to be together forever. I'm getting selfish now, she saved me, she saved us. You killed her, it's your fault she isn't here. Shut up!

We got home, Mark and Jack carried me into the house and put me to bed.

"Do you want us to keep you company? Or just one of us?" Mark asked.

I frowned "Can Tessa sleep with me..." I know it wouldn't happen, I keep on thinking about her...

They frowned.

"We can stay here until you fall asleep" Jack slowly sat down, Mark did the same after turning off the lights.

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Timeskip...

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"Today we sadly celebrate the loss of another innocent life... Some know her as family, or a friend..." A man speaks, the whole crowd stays silent. "Some of you may also know her as a hero" he looks at me and I can't help to frown.

This is happening, why is this happening?

"That will be all" he says as he steps away from the microphone. Everybody gets up and walks around.

I however stay seated.

"Y/N...?" Jack asks "Do you want to see her one more time?"

I nod and slowly get up.

A woman walks up to me "Y/N was it? Can you please tell me Tessa's last-" she stopped when Mark tapped her shoulder and shook his head.

I walked up to the casket, she lied there lifelessly. Her hands were held together over her stomach, she wore some bracelets she always wore. Normally at funerals they have the body dressed nicely but Tessa... They let her wear one of her hobo sweaters along with some dirty jeans. It's nice that they dressed her the way she wanted to.

"Let's get some music on!" I hear from the other side.

"Stayin' alive, stayin' alive"

I couldn't help to smile after all she would be too. I took the heart necklace from my neck and let the magnets pull the hearts together, after a moment I took it back and proceeded to walk out of the funeral home doors. I patiently waited for Mark and Jack to walk out of the doors, after my wait we hopped into the car and drove home. If I stayed there any longer I would've cried. A lot.

We soon got home.

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Haha... Sorry for not updating... For 2 weeks...ha

This stories gonna end soon and I've realized that this story revolves around Tessa more than it does Mark and Jack... I'll make sure to go back and make it more of a Mark and Jack type of story but knowing me it'll be a year before that happens...

Once again sorry

-Xoftri