This Is what Love Feels Like- Part 2

Chapter 6

(3 months later)

Ben's POV: Today is me and Callan's wedding day. I'm very nervous but very excited at the same time. We agreed on getting married at Gainey Suites Hotel in Scottsdale. And we would have a red and purple theme. I wore a grey suit with a red rose on the pocket. I had my vows in my pocket as I looked at them one last time. "Ready?" Ethan asked me for the fourth time. "I feel like I'm gonna vomit...." I said nervously. Then all of a sudden I started feeling like I couldn't breathe,I got a sharp pain in my chest and I started sweating;it felt like I was dying...then I realized I was having a panic attack. "Ben are you ok??" Ethan asked in a worried tone. "I...can't breathe....I said struggling to get the words out of my mouth. "The wedding starts in an hour! Do you need help??" He asked. I tried to close my eyes and hold on to a table hoping it would go away. Then it stopped,I was fine again. A second later Ethan ran back to me with water. "Are you ok now?" He questioned. "I need a Xanax..." I said catching my breath. "Where do I get that?" He said slightly anxiously. "Check my bag." I said taking a seat....I had I feeling I was gonna have another one. "Ok I'll be back." He said running to our hotel room. 2 minutes later he brought back the pill bottle. "Thanks." I said taking 3 tablets and swallowing them without water. "I didn't know you have anxiety!?" He said surprised. "I know,only Callan and Cassie know...." I said quietly. "I've had it ever since 7th grade,but it rarely ever flares up." I said. "That was the first one I've had in 4 years." I said looking down. "What if I start panicking at the altar???" I asked. The thought of it makes me anxious. "Well you have Xanax in your system so you'll be fine." He said giving me a thumbs up. Then we heard the music start playing-it was time. "Now c'mon Ben! Go get married!" He said motioning me to follow him. I was about to marry the love of my life...