KPop Imagines

Lu Han (EXO) : All Too Well.

You were sitting in your room as you put his things in the boxes. You went over to the bookcase and took out the book he would always read for you. The Harry Potter books were all well-arranged in its sequence. From book 1 to 7. You could still remember his soft voice reading to you. Then, his face, his amazing smile, and those twinkling eyes popped into your heart. Your hand dropped to your side.

         You missed him so much. He dumped you, no, you left his house after you found out what had really happen all the time while you were back at your home. You really thought after he had asked you to move in with him, and meet his parents, you would spend the rest of your life with him. But you were damn wrong. You dropped to the floor as you finally let the tears out.

         You still remember all of the memories you had with him, just like it happened yesterday.

***

         Lu Han still remembers the moment you were walking through the door with him by your side, it was cold outside but something about the house made you feel like home somehow. You left your favorite scarf there at his house and he still kept it in his drawer, even now.

He remembers how wide your gaze was as he sings in the car when he was driving you home. Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place and he could still picture it after all these days. Then, his mind flooded back to the first time he laid his eyes on you.

There you were again, by the street. He almost ran over the red light because he was looking at you. Wind was in your hair, you were there. And he could still remember that moment when he first met you.

He remembers when you were meeting his parents and his mom took out the photo album and placed it on the table as you sat down on the couch with him. He could still remember the feeling when his cheeks were turning red. He used to be the little kid with glasses that barely had any friends. His mom couldn’t stop talking on and on about how he was good at singing to you. He told you about his past thinking his future was you.

And the picture of you and him in the middle of the night, dancing around the kitchen with the refrigerator’s light. Down the stairs, you were there and he taught you your first dance.

***

You knew all those memories were long gone and the magic was not there anymore. You might be okay but you weren’t fine at all. There was nothing else you could do other than forget about him. But as you thought of Lu Han, you just couldn’t let him go. Was it your fault that he was gone now?

Maybe you asked for too much but maybe this thing was a masterpiece ‘til he tore it all up. You remember running away from him after finding out the truth. And he called you up again just to break you like a promise. So casually cruel in the name of being honest, he apologized to you for cheating on you but nothing could ever mend your broken heart.

Time won’t fly. You like to be your old self again but you’re still trying to find it. After days of no contact at all, now he mailed back your things and you were home alone.

But Lu Han still kept your old scarf from that very first week ‘cause it reminds him of innocence and it smells like you. He can’t get rid of it. Because he remembered it all too well. There you were again, and he was so in love with you, back before he lost the one real thing he had ever known.

It was rare, you were there, you remembered it all too well. Wind in your hair, he was there, down the stairs he remember it all too well

         You were there and you remembered it all too well.