You knew you couldn't hide the secret from him any longer. But there was two secrets for you to choose to say it to him. Either it's the ' I cheated on you' or 'I'm pregnant...with your kid..' thing. You groaned as you pace back and forth in the living room, waiting for him to come through the door.
You can say that you, yourself was a slut for accidentally sleeping with your best friend. A best friend that happens to be a guy that have these feelings for you. You had accidentally got drunk on a special event at the office and he took that advantage to fuck you. You woke up with a massive headache and naked, in his bed. The time you realized what had happened, you were freaking out already.
He, your so called 'best friend' threatened you to break up with your oh-so-loving boyfriend and if you didn't, he would tell your boyfriend the truth. A very ugly truth. You sighed as you drop down to the sofa, burying your face in your hands as you sob and cry.
Your life was so fucked up by now. You didn't want to lose him. You love him. Your sobs grew louder as you reminiscence the moment where you found out that there was another life in you. Before the whole 'I've been fucked by my best friend' happened, you were throwing up almost every morning. And your boyfriend was very worried, so he told you to go to a clinic. But as he was so busy with his idol life, you knew exactly what was happening. You were 2 months pregnant.
Pregnant with his kid. An idol's child. Your hand went to your stomach as you stopped sobbing but then, your crying became more worst than you would ever thought. How were you going to tell him all the bullshit? You could have just said that you were pregnant and then, say that you cheated on him but he would probably didn't believes you. And then, you'll get kicked out and spend the rest of your life being a single mother.
Or you could hide that cheating thing a secret and just tell him that you're pregnant! But then again, your 'best friend' was threatening you. You pull back your hair in frustration as you realize that either way, you were gonna lose the guy that you love so much. Tears were falling continuously as your mind raced with thoughts.
But as you stare off into space, your eyes were glued to the big brown envelope you just got after a check-up at the hospital. You took a deep breath and reached for the envelope. As you tore off the sealed envelope, a piece of picture fell out of the envelope. It was a sonogram of your healthy 2 months old baby. Your baby and his child.
"_______, I'm home~" You look up at the door to see Yi Xing smiling at you.
You held the photo tighter in your hand. Yi Xing beautiful dimples fade away as he realize that tears were falling down your face. He rushes to you and kneeled in front of you as you sat there, frozen on the sofa. Lost for words.
"Baobei? Baby, what's wrong?" Yi Xing said as he tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear.
You tried to be strong but you couldn't. You couldn't even look him in the eye because of the guilt that built up inside your chest. Your eyes glued to your lap as your fingers fiddle with the little picture in your hand.
"Hey, please don't cry. Look at me," Yi Xing said as he took your hands in his.
You shook your head as you pull away from him. After a moment, you wipe your tears and stare into his deep eyes. And tears started to form in your eyelids. You sniffled as you stroke his smooth cheek and he lean against your hand, for more of your loving touch.
"Y-yo...you know th-that I ...I love you,...right..? I love you..so much,..that it h-hurt-" You managed to choke out and he nodded slowly before softly kissing your lips.
You clenched your teeth as he pulls away from your lips. You took a deep breath and closed your eyes..
"I love you, Yi Xing...But I...I may have done something....that I'm not proud of.." You said slowly before meeting his eyes and his smile faltered away.
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