KPop Imagines

Tae Yong (NCT) : Here

Your eyes traced every single word on the page in front of you, trying so best to actually pay attention in class when your whole mind is a goddamn mess. The teacher drones on and on about how the characters develop from chapter to chapter as you sigh quietly, closing your eyes to clear your mind but all it did was bring back those words that you dreaded to hear from the only person who had your heart.

"For once in your goddamn life, stop fretting over the stupidiest shit. The whole world doesn't fucking revolves around you."

    You flinched at how harsh his words were, or how you could hear the disdain in his voice. Tears were burning your eyes. For God's sake, you can't fucking cry in class, get your shit together! You scolded yourself. You hated how you cared so much about the littlest things, how you get hurt so easily to the point that it made you lose the only person you could count on. You took a deep breath before gathering your things and rushing out the door as you heard the teacher calling your name out. This was getting too much.

    Taeyong's eyes burned as he stared at the back of your head, wondering how the fuck you were so fine with what happened between you two until you jumped out of your seat and out the door in a blink of an eye. Fuck. He knew you too well to know what you had in mind. It was all his fault, it was always him messing things up. She's the only good thing in his life and he managed to fuck it up, like he always does. He took a deep breath, gripping the edge of his table to hold himself back from going after you. He did this, so he has to deal with it.

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The hallways were empty when you walked to your locker. Cracking open the code, you push all your things into the small space as you could feel the tears choking your throat. All you wanted was the pain to stop, the tears to just stop, and those goddamn words to just fucking stop. That's all you want. You gulped as you rest your head on your locker door. Those god awful moments coming back to you in flashes every single time you close your eyes.

    Taeyong watched as you sat silently next to him, knowing well that your mind was occupied with things that bothered you so much to make you leave a distant between the both of you. The movie playing on the laptop by the pool was left unattended as his full focus was on you. He carefully pulled your hand to have his lips meeting your knuckles ever so softly,

"Talk to me," he pleaded. You looked at him with your bottom lip stuck between your teeth.

"It's nothing, Tae... I-..It doesn't matter," you gave him a half smile.

He sighed before sitting in front of you, blocking your view from the movie.

"Whatever it is, it matters to me because it's clearly bothering you. Just tell me, I'm here... So, talk to me," he said, caressing your cheek as you gave in.

"I don't know Tae... It's just something that Seulgi said. He talked about your exes and all, I was just a little offended that he said I wasn't as talented as the others... I mean, he just accidentally blurted it out and he apologized but I can't get it out of my head. I mean, what he said was true though... I literally have nothing special to do," You chewed on your bottom lip as you look at Taeyong, who had an evident look of being annoyed.

"You know, I do adore that you care about the littlest things but baby, this is just normal... you know? Not everyone has talent, just forget about it alright?" he smiled as he squeezed your hand.

    You blinked your eyes as you let his words sinks in, tearing a piece of your heart a bit. A little bit that fucking hurts. You pulled your hand away from him.

"So, basically what you're trying to say is what I'm feeling or even thinking doesn't even matter? When you just said that whatever it is, it matters to you but it's clearly not?" you looked at him, just to see his mouth set in a straight line and his eyes telling you to not push his buttons anymore.