"hey," i said, walking into the kitchen. tyler was humming, he stopped as soon as he saw me.
"ello," he replied. i giggled and i walked closer to him. he backed away some and i stopped walking.
"sorry, so, how's the lasagna going?" i asked, his eyes lit up and he ran over to the stove he opened it and sighed.
"i totally forgot," he looked back over at me and motioned me to come over. i walked over, dragging the stupid oxygen tank behind me. i looked into the oven with him and there was a lasagna. it was brown and it looked and smelled burnt.
"o-oh it's okay!" i patted his back, and he slumped up from the stove. he closed it and walked over to the counter. he looked disappointed and sad and it made me feel bad.
i frowned and i asked him for his phone.
"why?" he asked, cautiously reaching into his back pocket. i put out my hand, knowing that he would give me his phone. and he did, i dialled in a number and waited for someone to answer.
"hello, this is domino's pizza-"
"hey! okay, so we need a pizza," i looked over at tyler and winked. "uh, yeah. so can we have one cheese and uh-" tyler whispered, 'pepperoni.' "and one pepperoni."
"will that be all?" the voice on the phone said.
"yep, the name is josh, by the way."
"okay, may i please have an address?"
"yeah," i told them it and the call ended. i handed tyler his phone and he laughed and put it in his back pocket. "we can just watch movies and eat pizza. it'll be okay," i said. tyler walked over to me and he wrapped his arms, pulling me close to him.
"thank you," he mumbled, i smiled, wrapping my arms around him.
"it's a little weird to hug a stranger," i said, he looked up at me and chuckled.
"we're not strangers anymore," he let go and i let go. i didn't want to. his hug was warm, it brought me comfort. sure, the tubes were separating our chest in a way but, it felt nice feeling his arms around me.
"oh? then what exactly are we?" he sat up on the counter and he started to swing his legs.
"i'd like to say that we are.. friends," he looked at me and grinned.
"well, it's an honor to be your 'friend,' tyler joseph," i bowed and tyler looked down at his shoes. he sighed and then looked back up.
"same with you, josh dun," he nodded his head and then looked back at his shoes.
i felt a weird feeling. not like a sick feeling, i couldn't describe it. i first felt it when i first saw him. that night at the club, when he walked in. i guess i could say that i liked the feeling, that it was nice feeling.
but i don't know.
we both walked out into the living room, tyler said he was going to go get some blankets and that i could pick the movie. i hated dragging that tank wherever i went, it was annoying.
like where the hell am i supposed to put it? do i leave it on the floor? am i aloud to bring it onto the couch? do i have to sleep with it? <-- thoughts that i had when i had that stupid thing.
tyler came back with one blanket, and i still hadn't found a show. i looked everyone and the only thing that looked good was 'boy meets world,' on disney channel. tyler wanted to watch it because it was a new episode so, i ended up turning that on.
the pizza shortly came, and i payed the person who brought it. he looked at me and blushed. he ran away and i shrugged and closed the door.
we sat under the same blanket and when i was around him, i felt safe.
and i loved that feeling.
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yo, this is a super bad chapter and im v sorry. its also really short & im really effing sorry. also!! the last chapter is going to be in present tense.
but thank you guys sm for all the support. i know 25 likes isnt that much but, to me it feels like a lot. i usually never get reads / likes on my fics, which leads me to deleting them. but, im going to keep going with this one.
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