i woke up to tyler breathing in my face. his eyes were a soft brown, they were soft and delicate. just like him. his breath hit my face, i quietly ignored the feeling. i looked at the table in a far corner and there i saw a vase with halfway dead roses inside.
"o-oh those are for you," tyler said. he blushed and scratched the back of his head, his arm flexing in the process. "guess what! jenna- your nurse- says that you can leave! but only for 21 days. apparently they need to take you back- i don't know. i think it's so they can take tests on you. to make sure that you're okay," he sounded happy, excited. if only he knew what was actually going to happen. i pretended to be suprised- like i didn't know that information and i totally did not have a talk with jenna about it. and tyler came up to me and hugged me.
"we can be together," he whispered in my ear. i smiled, trying not to cry.
maybe... i didn't want to leave.
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that day sucked like an ass.
tlyer brought me a change of clothes, which was very nice. one of my favourite shirts- my gray nasa one. he also brought me my black ripped jeans and my black converse. i thanked him and changed into them.
i got my oxygen tank back. how fun. i couldn't wait to drag that shitty ass thing around.
i started to walk out of the hospital until jenna came up to me and smiled, she glared at tyler. she grabbed my shoulder and pulled me close to her;
"don't get attached, josh. it'll hurt you more," she pushed me away and glanced at tyler , one last time. she flipped her hair and walked away.
"that was gross- what'd she say?" tyler asked, unaware of what just happened. i smiled softly, ignoring his question. tyler grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the hospital-obviously wanting to escape the awkward atmosphere. he helped me into the passenger seat and then he got into the drivers seat.
"well... then.. uhm, so-" i wanted to talk to tyler. see what was new. (even though we talked everyday while i was in the hospital.) tyler leaned closer to me and looked at me right in the eyes. his lips got closer to mine and my chest quickly started to rise and fall. he softly laid his lips onto mine and it felt like the fourth of july. fireworks- the first thing that came to my mind. there was sparks- the world suddenly had color. tyler let go and looked at me and blushed.
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as soon as we walked in tyler's apartment, he sighed.
it wasn't the "oh thank god im home!' type of sigh, it was more of a "i hate my existence- someone shoot me' type of sigh. i ignored it and attempted to bend down to untie my shoes.\
i missed the smell of tyler's apartment. it always smelled like pines mixed with mint. it always seemed to relax me. i took my final shoe off and i walked to the couch and sat down- setting my oxygen tank down by my feet.
tyler walked over to the couch and sat right next to me. (the opposite side of my oxygen tank which was on my right) (a/n idk why i couldntve just said 'he sat on my left' pls kill me) he was breathing heavily.
"what's wrong," i asked, turning my body towards him. he looked at me and did the same sigh that he did earlier. i didn't know what else to say so i just ignored it and looked at the blank black tv in front of us.
tyler always interested me.
one minutes he's jumpy and excited and another he's awkward and another minute later he's like this- moody.
i ignored the matter and i started to play with the tubes coming out of my nose.
"y'know, i really enjoyed that kiss earlier," tyler said, he turned his body towards me. i turned my body towards him(again) and grinned.
"you did?" i asked, tyler got closer to me- and his lips gently touched my ear. his breath slowly went down on my neck and i slowly started to freak out. i tried to think of the pine smell in his apartment but it didn't seem to help me calm down.
my chest- quick
tyler's chest- slow and calm.
"can we do it more often?" he asked, i could feel his grin on my neck as he slowly laid his lips on my shoulder.
uncomfortable.uncomfortable.uncomfortable.uncomfortable.
thisisnttyler.thisisnttyler.thisisnttyler.thisisnttyler.thisisnttyler.
"i-i got to go," i wrapped my hands on the handle of my oxygen tank and i quickly ran out of his apartment. rain was falling and i forgot my shoes. i couldnt have just gone back in there,- it would've been awkward. i ignored my shoes and i ran down the stairs and outside. i ran across the street where a dairy queen was planted and i ran inside- dripping wet.
"c-can i help you?" i turn my head and there i see the last person i wanted to see.
"jenna?"
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hEY(this isnt bolding shhhhhi)
shitty chapter whadupppp
sorry for being inactive// my phone broke Yet AGAin and my mom rarely lets me on her computer.:')))))))
hometown is such a bop wow.
ok so yeaaah what a horrible cjhapter
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jane the virgin is also v good. 12/10 recommend.
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