"w-what do you mean josh?" jenna laid her hands on mine. i shoved them away and looked out the window.
"when can we do it? i can't do this anymore-" as if on cue i started to cough and it was getting hard to breath. my head felt light- like a feather dancing in the wind. my hands started shaking.
"deep breaths josh, breath," instead of following jenna's directions i breathed faster.
"god dammit, jenna! when we can we do it?" i yelled, i stood up and i felt like i was gonna fall.
"we need to get you to a hopsital," right after she ends her sentence i fall back and hit my head on something hard. it was cold and i could feel my hair falling out. i felt jenna lay her hands on my shoulders and she started to shake me. my body soon became numb and all i could hear was the silence.
(a dream that josh has based on a car, a torch, a death :)))
the air is thin and snow falls onto my head thick with hair. i open the drivers seat door of my black car, i look around and i see a shadow walking towards me. the shadow holds a jar, something red inside. it moves up and down every time the figure gets closer. i blink for a long time and i quickly open my eyes again. the figure was no longer there. i look up, and the moon is no longer to be seen, the only thing covering the skies are dark and stormy clouds.
i get into the car and i quickly close the door, i put both of my hands on the steering wheel and three words repeatedly go through my head.
"this is it."
i put the keys into the key holder, and i twist. the car makes an assuring sound that it is on. i sigh and hit my head on the steering wheel. i look back up look into the mirror where i can see the backseat and i notice the same figure from before sitting in the back seat. his eyes glowed a bright red, as bright as the pumping item in his jar. he turns his head sideways, looking down at the seat next to him. i follow his eyes and i see the jar with the red item.
"what is it?" i ask, knowing that it won't answer. it looks over at me and cocks its head sideways and then snaps its fingers. he vanishes. i look at the middle seat and i get closer to it.
da-thump. da-thump. da-thump.
it was a heart. my heart slows down. the figure had given me a heart- but whose heart? i turn back around and i face the front of the car. i start driving, slow and then fast. i look at my door and i take my hands off the steering wheel. the car stays steady- it drives straight and at an average speed. i attempt to open the door but i hear a snap. i turn my head to the passenger seat.
"do it." the figure instead had a red beanie and a black shirt. he had shorts with white stripes and black shoes. i look back at his eyes and they were still glowing red. he looked familiar, but i couldn't name it. "open the door, josh. end it. hurt everyone around you. you won't have to suffer anymore." his voice is deep, the heart gets louder.
"w-why." i said, as soon as my mouth opened i saw smoke. i looked around and the car started to burn. "why." i yell louder, the figure grins and vanishes again. i felt chills in my bones.
"end it. end it. end it."
"was that your heart?"
the figure vanishes again.
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(back to real life josh)
"NO" i jumped up and realised where i was. i was back in the hopsital. i was gasping for air and jenna walked in. her hair was longer, and she was holding a clip board
"josh?" she asked, she got closer to me and she looked as if she wanted to cry. she dropped her clipboard and fell on her knees. a boy with fluffy brown hair and sparkling coffee eyes walked in. he looked at me and stood there. jenna started crying harder on the floor.
"what?" i asked, jenna looked back up at me and started crying more. tyler got closer to me and touched my arm.
"y-you're alive," tears started falling down his cheeks and they landed on my arm. i grabbed his hand and squeezed it. he put his hand on his mouth and started crying.
"how long was i-" i gulp- "asleep for?" tyler looked at me and then behind me. he fell on his knees and started crying.
"6 months.. josh. you've been in a coma- for 6 months."
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WEAKEST AND SHITTIEST CHAPTER AMIRITE LADIES AHAHAHAHAH
oki im sorry ive been wanting to do a dream chapter for soooo lonnnnng so i did it. :)) yay.
mk bye
