Of course, it had to be me to go with Die. I sigh, this will be two long, very long weeks. And what kind of tasks are this going to be? The first thing I notice when I see my locker: Die isn't there. That's the first time since he decided to start teasing me. Well, I guess he wants to spend his last days alone.
When I come home, I see I have a mail from Guitarhero. We already know eachother quite well. He knows about my brother and I told him last time that I cut myself sometimes when my drums can't calm me down.
Hey Justsomeone,
First of all, I hope you're okay. Look, I know you probably won't stop harming yourself just because I ask, but please try it. It really, really, really isn't your fault and your bully is just a jerk. I don't think he knows you. He doesn't know your awesome personality. =D
I probably won't write you to much the next two weeks. I have to do something for school. So I hope you'll be okay and please take care of yourself, promise me you don't do something stupid. I also need you. I have the feeling that you are my only true friend... although I've never seen you. I think my friends aren't really friends. I'm sort of popular in my school even though I don't wanna be. I think my they hang around with me to be popular too. Sometimes it's really annoying. People expect things from you.
Well... Gotta go,
Take care of yourself!!
Guitarhero
Hey Guitarhero,
Don't worry, I only do it when I can't use my drums and when I had a really hard day. I try to do it as little as possible, but sometimes it just hurts too much and I just need to remove the pain, even though it's just for a short time.
I don't think that I will write much the upcoming weeks, either. We have this project with school.
Thank you for considering me as a friend. I don't have any of them, actually. If you are as popular as you say, I think you'll be able to make new friends. It will be okay, I'm sure. I will try not to do anything stupid. You also take care of yourself. I will see when I have time to write you again.
Good luck with your schoolstuff.
Bye,
Justsomeone
