Chapter 16

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'So, I'm sorry for everything I've put you through. I really am. I just didn't want to go through all that again. Even if it meant that I needed to do the same to someone else.' Die says. 'I understand.' I say. 'Do you hate me?' I ask. He smiles. 'No, I don't. Why would I? Do you hate me?' I shake my head. 'I don't know what I would have done and you just saw it as the only way to fix your life.' I say. 'I'm sorry about your brother. He seemed to me as a very nice person who cared a lot about you and you about him.' 'He was.' 'So... what do we do now?' Die asks. 'I guess we just go home, it's getting late.' We walk back to the bus stop. Die starts speaking. 'In those emails... You said that you trusted me. Did you mean that?' I think about it. Then I indeed trusted him. I didn't know that it was him, but I did trust him. 'Yes, I did.' I say. 'Do you still trust me?' 'I don't really know. It's all very confusing. I mean, first you tease me all the time and now you seem to have a reason for that. Then you appear to be the guy who I mailed with and who I told... certain things. So, I don't know. I'm sorry...  Do you trust me?' 'I guess... I mean, I don't know why I shouldn't. You never did anything to me.'

My mother is already home, when we get back. 'Hey guys, everything alright?' She looks at me. 'Yeah, everything's fine. We just needed to talk.' I say. 'Okay... Do you guys prefer a cup of tea?' 

Okay, first, I'm sorry that I didn't upload for a while and that this one is very,very short.

That's my second point. I don't really know how to go on with this story. Even though it's really short. I just don't have any ideas how to continue. Maybe I will continue it later, when I know how to finish it, but I'm not sure.

I'm also writing on another story about Royz, which I haven't published yet. I think I will write it first and then publish it so I don't feel forced to write it in short time. 

So, I don't know if and when I will continue with this one. I'm sorry. (I really need to get ideas...)

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 06, 2014 ⏰

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