"I look at you, and I just love you, and it terrifies me. It terrifies me what I would do for you."
~
"I really want to kiss you right now."
"Then kiss me until I forget how terrified I am of everything wrong with my life."
I am officially the happiest man in the world! Irene and I finally made the desicion that we want, no, we NEED to be together to maintain our mentality, so we are officially a couple. Once I told the guys how I actually felt about Joohyun, they immediately apologized and we all agreed to make bets, just not on girls. I was suprised because everyone looked genuinely depressed that we were together. I hope none of them really liked her.
It has been officially two weeks since Irene and I were an item and we usually walk home together, but she had dance practice, so I decided to watch my ballerina perform. She changed into her practice clothes, which was sweat pants, and a crop top. There were a lot of boys on the dance team, icluding Jimin, Jungkook and Hoseok. I kept on giving death glares to all the guys that would glance at her. I saw my hyungs and Jungkook stare occasionally, making me mad. Well, it's not like they couldn't help it as we were all staring at her tiny waist, that would move the the perfect beats and rythms of the music. She also had a healthy body. She had abs, that weren't that defined, but it was still noticable. She IS perfect.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
(IRENE'S DANCE PRACTICE OUTFIT)
I'm trying very hard to make my love not turn into obsession. She was actually VERY talented when it came to dancing. She was brilliant in all types of dance, more specifically, modern dance. My phone buzzed in my pocket as it was put on silent. I had gotten a text from my sister Yeri.
Hurry up, come back home! The loan sharks are here and they're gonna take everything from our house away!!! -Yeri
I read the text and immediately stood up in the room putting all of the attention on me. Irene stood up too, looking at me in concern. I love how she cares about me. My hyungs and Jungkook were about to walk up to me, but they stopped as I gave them the signal that they should meet me outside the school.
"What's wrong?" Joohyun asked me, her eyes filled with fear.
"Nothing, I'll call you later tonight, ok?" I asked reassuring her that I will be fine. She slowly nodded as I kissed her, gently on her forhead.
I walked out of the classroom and met up with with... woah all of Bangtan showed up.
"Yah, what's wrong?" Namjoon hyung asked.
"The loan sharks are at my house, they're taking our things. We'll have no place to live..." I explained.
"Then what are you waiting for? You have back up now, let's go and teach those motherfuckers a lesson." Yoongi hyung said.
"Yah, mind your language!" Seokjin hyung yelled. Such a mom.
We rushed to my house to see Yeri and Taeyeon Omma sitting on the sidewalk, with their suitcases, my suitcases, and personal belongings.
We were too late.
I heard sighs behind me coming from Bangtan. Hot tears suddenly ran down my face. I knelt down to Omma and Yeri's faces, only to see their tears which break my heart. I hugged them both tightly.
"We'll be fine. I'll teach those bastards a lesson. I promise, we'll be fine." I kept whispering in their ears, trying to comfort them.
After they stopped crying, I let go of out group hug and made my way to my friends.
"Sorry Taehyung, it looks like we came late..." Jimin said, supprisingly very sad.
"It's ok... My only worry is where are we gonna sleep?" I said, not having any hope.
"You can come and stay at my house. My parents are almost never home, so you all can take a room." Jungkook said happily which made me VERY happy. Jungkook has always been by my side, and I've always loved him for that.
"Really? You mean it?" I asked, not really sure if that was the right thing to do.
"Yeah, of course, you guys are my family! Taeyeon Omma has taken better care of me than my own parents! You guys can stay as long as you like!"
"Thanks Kookie!" I thanked him with my aegyo, making him gag. Everyone started laughing.
6:45pm
"Okay, so you can take the room first door to your left, Yeri. Taeyeon Omma, you can take the bedroom, second door to your right. Taehyung hyung, you can take the room, second door to your left, so beside your sister." Jungkook said happily as he was helping us with our bags.
I pulled him aside.
"Jungkook-ah, you have no clue how much this means to me. You are a life saver, I'm never going to be able to repay you!" I said hugging him eventually breaking into tears.
"No problem hyung, you've always been there for me. Now it's my turn."
11:05pm
Everyone was asleep except for Jungkook and I. I couldn't stand the family pressure anymore.
"Hey Jungkook!" I called out as he was watching "Moon Lovers- Scarlet Ryeo" on the TV.
"What?" He asked, annoyed.
"Do you have any beer?"
"Hyung... we have school tomorrow, and I don't want to deal with you being hungover in the morning. Plus you're only 18, it's not good to drink too much alcohol at this age."
"Just get me eight bottles... Please." I said with teary eyes.
He sighed, knowing he had no chance of convincing me not to drink.
"Fine." He said.
He came into the living room with a case of beer. My one root to happiness.
