I Am Ms Badass [DISCONTINUE]

Chapter 1 : Welcome To My Life

Chapter 1: Welcome to My Life

I'm Diana. Diana Hellen Grace. Gosh, it sounds like some pricesses' name. That's all I can describe about myself, yeah? That's pathetic huh?

Just kidding. Well basically, this girl is just an average 18 years old girl who currently studying at Rivervale High. She has a dream of becoming a rockstar one day. She always hide her long legs with a long, baggy worn out jeans or pants and wear her oversized GNR or Avenged Sevenfold shirt to cover up her big chest, which people call it a bless. She never dresses up likesome girls do and never really wear make ups. This brunette girl always ties her hair in bun or braided orsimply just cover up with her beanie if she's in her lazy mood. She don't really give a damn about her appearance much.

And that girl is me.

To be honest, I just wanna live the hell out of my life. I'm gonna get the hell out of the school, go find some music course or scholarship and then... I don't know, do some things that can make my dreams come true? Yeah I sound like a typical nerdy girl, do I? The funny thing is, no one in the school called me that before.

But what makes some people, or should I say those slutty cheerleaders didn't call me a nerd was because of my attitude. I am an arrogant, rough, over-confident person who loves cursing especially when she's angry. I am a hot-tempered girl that no one even dare to piss me off, just so to prevent themselves from having their teeth coming out or having crooked nose. Guess what, I beat almost every person I hate, regardless boys or girls, and surprisingly they didn't come and mess with me again. WOW. I will held my head high up and walk like some dude at the hallway. I ain't no lesbian mind you, it's just me actually, that's how I roll. So having these kind of attitude cause me to get some names from the cheerleaders like 'Arrogant Bitch', 'Tomboy' or 'Badass'. I like the third one actually, I guess it suits me well. Thanks for the names SLUT!

But the difference between the real badass and the badass me is that ; I don't really skip school. I don't do smoke, truancy (Err.. I did that some times) or whatever shit that causes me to be in jail for the whole summer. It's just because of my bad personalities and attitude at school makes them call me a badass.

Hmm.. There was never once a girl being called a badass at school, huh? 

Another thing, I don't really do girly stuffs. Hell I don't even have one of my list being girly. Okay maybe I do have long hair that makes me looks girly though but 90% of the girls all over the world have long hair so who cares? Unlike some people, I am an orphan. My life much pretty ruin since the day my parents left me unattended with my irresponsible aunt.

My mum's the only child and she doesn't even have any siblings. She had no longer contacted her parents and heck, I had no idea who the hell are my maternal grandparents. She told me that they threw her out of the house because she was a 'disgrace to the family' for having herself pregnant with me. Bitch puh-les. My mum really love my dad and actually finds it happy to get herself pregnant even before they haven't maried legally. Maybe they have planned to marry but they are just too excited to have a child and they.. Well you know what I mean.

And now, let's talk dad's side.

My parents went to church to get married. They didn't invited a lot of people, just between their families only. All the stuff were bought by my paternal granparents for my parents to marry. They were also the one who arranged the wedding for my parents. Dad has a younger sister, Serene. And guess what, she's just a pathetic loser who thinks that she's smart enough to call my dad stupid for having to married at such a young age.

Mum told me she was pregnant at 19. Dad was 20 at that time. Basically they love each other like they do so what if they married at such a young age huh?! That doesn't mean they got no life! Goddamnit even Francisco Lachowski gets his girlfriend pregnant at 21 if I'm not wrong. She's considered young okay! Well at least my parents wanted me after all, I believe my parents never regret having me and I was never a mistake to them.

I still remember clearly how Serene looked down on my dad when he's in need.

"Mum should have just abort you, you're just unfortunate to get to step your feet on this Earth!" she shouted at my dad at the front door. I don't know what makes her said that but one thing for sure, I remembered dad was asking money from her just to buy a diapers for me and she makes a fuss out of a small thing. Dumb bitch. And there I was, standing beside my dad when I was 3, hugging his right leg, wondering why she talked to his big brother like that.

She was somehow a smart alec and brainwashed everyone, even her parents, to leave dad alone with his family so he'll become a responsible father and never depend on others. Or in other case, she wants everyone to leave her big brother alone just to get more attention from everyone. Surprisingly, they agreed with what the bitch said. Wow, such a good influence.

So basically my family really fits in the 'Forever Alone" category which we actually don't mind because : We. Don't. Give. A. Fuck.

After my parents died, Serene decided to sell my memorable beautiful thing I called Home and have the money for her own. You see, I'm not really understand all this money crap then all of a sudden, I realized I was staying with Serene's family when I was 8. I don't really remember what happened to them but I heard that they died in an accident, I've always wanted to ask her what and how they ended up dying but she always gave me some lame excuses like "You're to young to know" or "I'm telling you once you're mature enough to understand" or even "You'll never understand". It's always unfair to me because I can't investigate something I wanted to know for a long time, especially on someone I love and ended up, I gave up asking them about it. But I believe one day the truth will be revealed.

I'm gonna wait for that day.

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