Pretty perfect

Its the way i am

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He caresses my cheak and i melt into his touch.i go to put my lips on his oh how i want his lips on mine i was 1 inch mabye less away when he pulled away my heart was swallowed slowly i felt tears burn and blur my vision but i found a way to make them go...

"Stop i cant do this" he
Said guilt laced in his voice

"Why grayson dont yo-"
He cuts me of putting his finger on my lips

"Stop saying that" he say agressivley so everyone can hear.i dont want him to be angry i hate that i love him because i cant stand his asshole acts but i fell for his asshole act hes always and forever my asshole.

I feel tears drop along with my dignity and confidence it plunged deep down and at this point anger was the olny emotion i had left so i let it take over me.

"Why!" I shout back
"Why are you so afraid of saying the truth" i shout pushing him away from me.

"Because thats the way i am" he shouts back getting closer.

"What are you going to do ,hit me it aint the first time" i shout stepping even closer. Making me feel  a wave of scared love take my heart and soul.he turnes firce and tense i hit a soft spot which made him grow more angry
"Why are you that way huh" i shout once again but quieter all eyes are on us just burning through my soul.

"Becuase" he shouts balling his fist so his knuckles went pale.
"Why" i ask shrugging
"Becuase" he shouts again putting his hand on his forehead rubbing his temples chuckling lightly. His chuckle was deep, soothing, and full of dark angered love
"Tell me " i shout pushing him again
"Because im fucking in love with you" he yells grabbing my arms tightly
"Thats not good enoug- wait what" i yell the first part but then softly ask the rest i didnt bother removing his hands as much as it hurt i sucked up the pain becauae i craved for his touch and his effection

" i love you so fucking much it hurts when you left it killed me inside i cant stand life without you its dull and dim you make me so happy i love arguing with you because i care every thing about you is amazing you make me a better person and because of that i hate that i love you because im an asshole and your to good for me you make me good but i hurt you im sorry for hurting you your the best thing that has happened to me since the first time you stepped into high school but what did i do ,i hurt you why beacuse im a asshole" he says softly looking in my eyes his eyes were filled with sorrow that sorrow dripped down his cheaks he didnt wipe the tears away either we spent a while examaining eachother he meant everyword
"I trust you ,your my asshole grayson" i say letting my sorrow drip from my eyes.he wiped them away.
"Dont cry over me" he said
We were still in eachothers arms. Craddling eachother enjoying the moment we had together.