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I got home tears stained and heart ached. I threw everything on the couch. My dress was wet hair was messed, my feet hurt because of my heels.
I threw my shoes in my closet and run my bath hot water only.i wanted my skin to burn, enough that it may reach my heart and burn all my feelings.
Why do I love him, let me out please, help me out of this spell. Love is a wicked game , I took the risk and played it ended up getting hurt. Don't blame the players just the bitch who's between your man and the fucking game.
I peeled away my dress throwing it into my laundry basket.
I sat next to my bath cuddled up to my damp chest trying to keep the rest of the warmth in my body but I was cold.
I cried, I really sat crying on my bathroom floor.i got inside the tub leaving the water running.just to hear something else other than my tears hit the water and my sobs.
Nothing ran in my mind only where do I go,my home is in the one I love arms but he has another.
I stuck my head underneath the water maybe if I drowned myself all my pity pain will go away.ive been strong for too long I mean only one can have to much to take on.I think I've come to breaking point.its come to the point where I can't feel my skin burn.whats happened to me!
I hear my bath overflow the water trickle on the floor almost like a small waterfall I couldn't control it it all got to out of hand, so I just let it happen I've just had enough of life particularly my life. I could only focus on my heart beating rapidly it literally thumped I could feel the vibrations go throughout my body. I could feel it at my fingertips, here I am still thinking it's now or never if I stay under it will go away Grayson ,north ,Ethan Alissa .my life dream I'd be giving up on myself and leaving my life behind I don't really like the thought of that, But then again if i get up to take a breath I will continue to get hurt so
Do I really want that. Who would
All I heard was ... nothing
All I felt was ... nothing
All I saw was ... nothing
All I needed was ... well you could guess
I truely am I broken girl.
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