Pretty perfect

His bullshit

I came back from my 'therapy' and slumped on ny couch letting out a huff of air.

Grayson called 5 times leaving a voicemail,along with 3 messages.
Gray💙:please baby im sorry let me make it up to you.
Gray💙:im getting pissed of now!

Hold up hes pissed ,oh please!

Gray💙:well its ethan and mines birthday meal tommorow night,if you come i truly know you love me if you dont ,you hate me and i understand if you do.

I left it on read.
I cant be asked for his bullshit.

I dunno if i wanna go,of corse i do i love him id necer let him down.hes let you down though,countless times.
But two wrongs dont make a right.

Okay ill go for ethan,and grayson i guess.ughh i hate him but i love him also,i wanna be the reason for his pain but then comfort him after.what do you call what im feeling?!

I bought a dress for tommorow so ill be fine.

I sat on my couch in a long jumper and sweats.makeupfree and hair in a messy bun,just the way i like it.

I facetimed north.she agreed to come over and we can talk about ... whatever really.

We sat with a glass on wine in our hands and pizza slice in the other talking about the boys birthday meal.

"So what you wearing,ihave no idea what i am?"
"Well im waering a dress youll love it,what if you wear one of my dressed?"i question north.

"Okay" she smiled.
"So grayson got her ex pregnant?!"she screeched
"Yh"i said softly looking down feeling the tears form but i managed to make them fo away.

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I woke up passed
Out on the couch.north laying on the floor.

I went to the kitchen and made some tea along with bacon And pancakes.obvi north stumbled in the kitchen scratching her forehead.she probs woke up from the smell of food.

"Whats the time?"she yawned
"Errr"i looked at my phone
"2:30 omg it afternoon graysons and ethans birthday dinner is at 5:30"
We gasped and quickly ate,i got in the shower whilst she was in the bath.

We washed our hair and shaved all over .... ALL over.we jumped out running into my room. We darted towards my closet rumedging through everything.

I quickly cheakes my phine to see the time it was 3:14.SHIT! I threw my phone on the bed and contiued to look for clothes.

After digging out outfits we layed them on my made bed with our accesories.

I blew dryed mt hair whilst north brushed hers out. We were finally ready.