Chapter 11

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by polarizingruby

by polarizingruby

Idk if there should be a warning but here it is

Trigger warning

Brendon's pov (oh shid ikr)

I couldn't wait to leave Sarah's house this morning. I couldn't bare lying to her anymore. I'm in love with Ryan. I want him to be Mr.Urie.

I get to the dorm hall and something felt funny in my stomach as I walked toward my dorm. It felt erie and I couldn't shake it but i kept going. I grab the handle and open the door. The bathroom light was on and the door was open it was shining a the small framed boy. I ran down to him. He had a note on the right of him and a bottle of pills on the left. Im in full sobs. I dont know what to do. I shake Tyler a little "TYLER GET UP. THIS ISNT FUNNY. THIS ISNT A FUCKING DUMBASS JOKE". He doesnt move.
I grab my phone out of my pocket and dial 9-1-1

9 1 1 whats your emergency?

I n-need an a-ambulance to Ohio s-state university ddorm 21. Please help my friend swallowed a bunch of pills.

They are on their way

*hangs up*

I grab the note and hold Tyler close to my chest. I start to read

Josh
You shouldn't of
Never seen me that
Way. That's why you left me in this sad dark dorm alone I couldn't you were my anchor. Now I'm sailing down a path going nowhere. What have I Become? Im sorry.

"No Tyler. Stay Alive for me" I had sobs down my face. "THERE THEY ARE!" I turn around to see the paramedics with a stretcher. They take Tyler from my arms and say something to each other I really cant understand. We run out of the dorm hall to the ambulance. Everyone is already around to see whats going on. They pick uo the strecher and close the doors. I feel someone run past me and scream Tyler's name. It was Josh. I stop crying and start to get angry. I pull Josh back and punch him in the nose. "YOU HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU LET HIM DO THIS TO HIMSELF? THIS IS YOUR FAULT." I start to cry again and Josh starts to get up. "He's one of my best friends. Josh how dare you leave him in his time of hurt when I or Patrick cant be there for him. Now get the fuck up we're going to the hospital." I start to run to my car the stop and look back af Josh. " BUT GET IN YOUR OWN FUCKING CAR ASSHOLE."

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I got to the hospital. I tried to call Mr.Joseph but he is no help because hes drunk all the time. But I call Mrs.Joseph and she is catching the next flight out here. This is why they broke upin the first place. The doctors are pumping his stomach from all the pills. Josh, Patrick, Sarah, Pete, and some girl that Josh brought. They all walk in at the same time. Sarah,Pete and Patrick gather around me. Josh waa on the other side. Probably because I punched him. I reach in my pocket to grab my phone when a paper falls out of my pocket. It was Tyler's note. I look up to Josh. The last person I want to see right now. "Hey, Asshole. Here." I toss the note to him.

He opens it and horror washes down his face. He drops to his knees crying and mumbling.

" no this is all my fault. Im such an idiot. You're no good just like your father. Mom was right about you."