Chapter 12

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"We are going to have to take him off life support tomorrow. They can't keep him here anymore." Brendon said letting the silent tears roll down his face. He isnt able to look at anyone in the hospital room. "So Mrs. Joseph you should start to say your good byes first. Everyone lets go to the cafeteria."

  Everyone gets up and leaves. Mr.Joseph looks down at her son. He talks his hand. Its cold and fragile. "Tyler. I wasnt always a good mother. I've had my rough parts. I got off the drugs  because I knew I couldn't let you find me dead somewhere. I wasn't always able to protect you from your dad. He wasnt always the best either. But when he was sober he cared and didnt hurt us. I hope you'll always remember the year of '08 when he and I were both clean for a good year. Then he struggled. I never thought I would've been here like this. But I know God will take care of you baby. Mama will always be here." She let out a hard big Sob. She barries her head into his chest.
   
    "Mama...mama please dont cry mama. You're going to make me cry. I love you mama." He patted her head. Her head shot up. "Tyler. Im right here Tyler. Baby I love you." She hugs him and plants kisses all over his face. Then she backs up and runs to the door. "Doctor! I need a doctor! Hes up! My baby is back!" She falls down at the door crying from all the joy. Doctors come running in.
  
    Doctors start running towards the room past the group of kids. They all look at each other and race to the room that held their once dying friend. 

     They rush into the room to see Tyler laying down still looking weak but had a smile on his face. That was until he seen Josh walk in. His smile cracked into a frown. His frown turned into tears. "Tyler? Why are you crying?" Ashley was the first one to speak the same thoughts as everyone in the room. Tyler looks down into his hands then back up making eye contact with Josh. "J-josh. Can I speak to you? Alone?" Tyler looked back down into his hands. "Uh um yeah sure Tyler." Josh walks next to Tyler's bed while everyone leaves.
    
     They hear the door close. "Jos-" Josh cuts Tyler off with a huge kiss. Tyler pulls away and looks out the window. Tyler fights back the tears. "Josh. I can't right now. Im in love with you. And you seen me at my worst and you. " Tyler lets out a big breath "you left me when I needed you the most and literally ran out of the dorm."  Tyler looks back at Josh who cant look at Tyler and is looking at the ground in shame. "I love you Ty-" "Josh you left me. Then show up when I tried to kill myself because I'm in love with you. I can't be with you. Well at least not right now."  Tyler was crying and so was Josh. "Tyler. Im so sorry. I panicked. And I-I had flash backs of when I hurt myself. And I didnt know what to do. I love you Tyler. Please you're the last thing that made me really truly happy in life Tyler." Josh grabbed Tylers hand and looked at him deep in his eyes.

    "I've made up my mind and....."

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