A Hustler is somebody who works aggressively and determinedly, especially to advance his or her career or status. (A) Someone who hides his/her true skills to strike when the stakes are at their highest. (B) Informal go-getter, live wire. A shrewd o...
I think it's time I give you guys a more detailed look into August's mind and what he thinks about on a daily.
August POV
I could hear everybody downstairs laughing and shit. The music was playing and the crew seem to be having a chilled time , I just couldn't bring myself to go down those steps and put on dis fake ass smile like I wanna be here.
On the outside I barely showed how I really feel. It slips out sometimes when Sammy around but I'll never let her know everything.
It will scare her way and I think I'll lose my mind if I lose someone else.
My mind was going a mile a minute with all these bullshit ass thoughts in my head.
Who was trying to set me up ?
Too many people want my head on their wall especially after MellyB died.
Shoota is one of them but I know dat nigga not smart enough to do this shit by himself. Dat bitch ass nigga Aaron is another but his green ass wouldn't step a foot on my side on town.
Then there's Samir mama , her old bat ass ain't like me from jump. Fuck she doing at my house and how she know where I stay ?
Maybe Samir told her....maybe this is all a fuckin' game to her...she trynna set me up onna low ?!
"STOP MAN ! Get it together. She love you she ain't trynna hurt you." I said to myself.
Everybody ain't out to hurt you Aug , you gotta trust it you don't da shit ain't gonna work.
She pregnant with yo twins , she wouldn't play you like dat.
I hope not.
Getting up from the bed I made my way to the bathroom , dropping my jeans to the floor.
I need a shower.
For what felt like hours I stood under the water numb to everything.
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Do you know how it feels to not feel ?
Too pretend you're happy when you're not ?
Too smile when you're dead inside ?
I know I should be happy , my ole lady's pregnant , I got my nieces and my crew , plus shit I'm making money but I'm not.
