Something like love

chapter 3

I wake up and he is gone. The sadness comes back again like a two-ton weight tied to my ankle after being pushed into the ocean. I get up and try to walk but I lose my balance and end up back on the bed, ' you were in the bed for two whole weeks remember' I say to myself. I attempt to get up again and I succeed this time, I wobble downstairs and search the refrigerator for some food. I grab an apple and drag myself back up the stairs to my bed. I lay on my back and stare up at the ceiling, thoughts of Jase start running through my mind and a tear falls down the side of my face. I quickly wipe it away when I hear my phone ring. I jump up and get it from my nightstand.

"Hello" I say into the phone.

"Hey girl whats up its like you've been under a rock! I have been calling if you haven't noticed" My bestfriend Brooke yells through the phone.

"I just haven't been feeling well" I say trying not to let her hear the sadness in my voice, she is sixteen and is a full werewolf now and her senses are highly sensitive when it comes to me.

"Is something wrong? I can here it in your voice something is wrong," she says in a protective tone.

"It's nothing," I say and fake a happy voice.

"I know your lying just tell me," she says.

"You know I'm tired I'm just gonna sleep." I said and hang up the phone.

I lay down to try and get some sleep.

"You know it's not polite to hang up when others are talking to you on the phone." I hear Brooke say.

I sit up and she is sitting in my bedroom window.

"I should really start locking that window," I say and lay down on my back.

"You know you love me, thats why the window is always open," she says and lays on the bed next to me "so are you going to tell me whats wrong or?"

"I miss him so much," I say and start to cry.

"Hey don't cry, what if he is just turning into his wolf and is at training? You never know." she says and turns so she is facing me, "Remember when I was gone out of school for almost three months because I had to go through training too?" she says and scoots closer to me.

"I know he isn't because he would have told me" I say through the tears

"Yeah sure, like you would totally go up to him  and say ' well babe I wont be back for god knows how long because I just turned into a werewolf two weeks ago and I need to go through training because I don't know how to control it yet, and I  might rip you to shreds right now because I skipped breakfast to come here and tell you'. " she says 

"Well I'm pretty sure he is human," I say and turn to her.

"You never know these days" she says and sighs, "I never knew Scott was a werewolf until he came to my ceremony in his wolf form, yeah I was totally pissed and almost tore him to shreds right then and there but I forgave him and started seeing things from his point of view."

Yeah she was right in every single way like she is most of the time, but I just couldn't think of Jase being a wolf. Like I just cant.

"Too bad I couldn't come," I say.

"Well you could have," She says and frowns.

"My parents said no because it might scare me and i would run away," I say.

"Yeah like you did when we were ten and we watched IT for the first time and you ran away because you said if you weren't in the house IT wouldn't find you." she says and laughs.

"That wasn't funny I was really scared, how did you convince me to watch that anyway?" I asked.

"You were a very gullible when people put the word candy in the same sentence when talking to you" She said proudly.

"We were talking about three full bags of candy not one, not two, but three full bags, thats alot to a ten year old girl." I say justifying myself.

"I still dont get how I'm the one who got all the cavities." she says and rubs her mouth.

"You never brushed after." I laughed, my phone rang and I picked it up to see